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4 years and still cant forget

sparco — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 16:13:55 +0800

Hey guys.. i am not sure about posting here would get me flamed or what. Anyway here it goes..

This is about my ex-gf while we was in secondary school (4 years ago). Now i am studying a local uni and 22 years old this year.She was my princess (Sydney Bristow)but as like all relationship, all come to end when i messed up everything thus ended our relationship during form 5 examination. The thing is she have this friend (Michael Voughn) who is she friend with along way from childhood. Michael and i had fought over other matter and didnt talk since. Now i had a gf who takes care of me very much and i am thankful of that.

Here is my problem, i think i cant overcome the rejection of her. I sometimes still thinks about her and even dreams about her. In my dreams i tried to reach her but she just walk and fades away. I have her hp number (unofficially from my friend) but afraid of harsh respond (or maybe no respond at all). I am able to put my "be a guy thing" move on but 4 years have past since that and i think i am denying the truth to my self. (that... whats gone is gone forever)

I simply cant accept the rejection and since felt backstabbed and become a loner. (used to able to socialise acceptably last time). My studies sucks...i feel my future is covered in darkness...

Sometimes i smile (even laugh alone) to myself reminding thoose moments in school with her. Firstly i thought as time fly by, i can overcome her memory. There is not a single day i try not to remember her. But its already 4 years now but i just feel like yesterday( will i ever able to forget ?). Now i am really concern about my future and would like to change..i can keep on pretending and move on or do some stupid stuff in order to forget her.

*I wont have started this topic if she didn't post her picture in the net. Seeing her picture makes me miss her dearly. I just felt to write this here...

*Title changed as requested

Universiti Industri Selangor ?

sparco — Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:26:27 +0800

Please give opinion about UNISEL engineering course (Degree). Plan to take mechanical engineering in Unisel, but need comment on the faculty and other stuff like enviroment, hostel price, enjoyment of studies..

ALL UNISEL students all welcomed regards of what you are studying.

ALL "my friend" story also are welcomed.

ALL critics are also welcomed.

PLEAse give your opinion A.S.A.P as i am going to fill up my first choice on the application form.

Networking - Good Future ?

sparco — Wed, 14 Mar 2007 14:56:22 +0800

Hi i just need your guys opinion about course in networking. They said that IT and Computer Science graduate all ready overflow. Is this true? which uni/coll you prefer ? Why there is little information about Uniten and UTP in this forum.

And does UTAR have a lot of chinese students ? Is there malay or indian there? I like multi diversed uni like MMU.

Please Give your opinion.

Biotechnology or Bio-Informatics ?

sparco — Mon, 12 Mar 2007 11:13:50 +0800

What is the difference and prospect of this courses ? Is biotech is a goverment hype like IT ? Please give your opinion and comment so i can make up my mind for undergraduate studies.

Undecided After Engineering Foundation

sparco — Thu, 08 Mar 2007 14:50:57 +0800

Hi Guys and Girls. I just finish my Foundation In Engineering In MMU melaka. Although i had secured a degree in Electronics Engineering majoring in Optical Engineering in MMU Cyberjaya, i had request to change to IT Faculty in B.IT Security Technology because i was afraid that i might fail in engineering. I like physics but my maths are just average.

After entering IT faculty this semester i find it hard for me to cope up and understand with C++ programming. Now i am thinking to give up this also and to go for a course in architecture or law or even multimedia.

After reading this, most of you guys may think that i am loser or alike. The fact is i am not. I did finely with my PMR with straight A's before screwing up with 2 A's in spm due to stupid monkey love which i regreted until now.

So i need your opinion for my career path as i am totally unable to fixed my mind on anything. I am deeply confused.

[addedon]March 8, 2007, 2:58 pm[/addedon]

I need some advise from those in Education Essentials section. Thank You