Colour Smoke Flares

Caitlyn27 — Thu, 23 Mar 2017 12:54:41 +0800

Hi guys! I'm wondering where to get Colour Smoke Flares in Malaysia. Really need it to use during the Pre-Wed Photoshoot. You guys have any ideas?

Hood: Fotile or Lebensstil?

Caitlyn27 — Sun, 01 May 2016 23:06:22 +0800

Hey guys... Wanna see the comments you guys will give.

Just went to HomeDec expedition and was torn between choosing a hood.

What do you guys think of these two specific brand and model?

Lebensstil LKCH-9107WGS

Fotile EMS9016

Complicated Situation

Caitlyn27 — Fri, 13 Feb 2015 10:59:28 +0800

I'm trying to shorten this as much as I could.

It all started after my relationship ended with my ex-boyfriend whom I broke it off with and only after, I found out he was actually cheating on me with a girl who happens to be my friend. It was I who broke it off, so I didnt really care much about him, no friendship whatsoever and he's a /k/ member too.

So after all that 3 years of relationship, I let it go pretty fast because it wasnt going anywhere, plus him being with another girl. I see no point in being sad about it. It hurts but it didnt bother me a lot.

Then I got to know this guy from church. Let's just call him Richard*. Richard is a pretty good-looking guy who looks quite young for his age. He's one of the leader of my church and well, all the girls in church fancies him. Somehow, we started talking and texting, and we click pretty well. He knows about me just getting out of a break up and he knows my ex as well because he taught him in class before. He was a tutor in my uni as well. We didn't see each other as a potential to be boyfriend girlfriend at that time but I know that I have feelings for him *come on, he's cute*.

Time passes, we were texting non-stop everyday, day and night, hanging out wherever we can. Going to movies, having lunch and dinner, and we even talked face to face till 6am in the morning, just the both of us. We were that close already. Until the end of my second last semester, he talked me through, saying that this isnt good and we should not be out alone. Mentioned that because of him being one of the leaders of the church, it will reflect on him plus me being a student still. It is not encourage, what worse is him being a tutor. Tutor/Lecturer/Teacher - student relationship is always not advised. So we ended our communication and it was tough, unable to talk to him during my semester break. No text, no calls whatever.

After two weeks, was church camp and of course we met. It was awkward at first, both was still feeling hurt obviously but were healed at camp. After camp, I saw him posted on facebook "I Miss You" but not long after, it was deleted. I was curious, because I somehow don't believe that he has feelings for me. So I text him and asked how was he and all, he said he wasnt doing well, didn't know what he was doing for the pass two weeks, it went on like a blur and he said he miss me. Well, feelings were mutual, i miss him a lot too. So we started texting back again.

It was nice of him when I sprained my ankle, he was worried and came over to rub some med on my ankle and bandage it for me, bringing me to see a doctor when I really don't want to. We still hang out a lot but we both said that we shouldn't, but we could not control ourselves from seeing each other. Week by week, we tried to set boundaries but we always crossed them until one night, 4am he called. He explained why we should wait, since we got the message from God that we need to. Plus when both Pastor and Elder told us individually that we need to stop this, we both think we ought to. It was painful to know that we are going to do this again, I cried really bad on the phone, I heard him cried too.

It's been almost 3 months now, we still don't talk at all and it's painful. No hi or whatsoever. Going to the same church, we of course will see each other. I was feeling pretty emo and down last month, but now im getting better but he on the other hand, doesn't seem so well.

I'm just confuse to why all this happened and I'm still hurting but I still want to see him, I still wish we can talk.
I don't know whether I should still continue to wait, or let it go and move on.
Should I continue to wait for him?

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