Read my Story.. What should i do?

Mingkiat1989 — Wed, 16 Jan 2008 00:55:56 +0800

Hey everyone.. I dont know should i tell this, but i having problem recently.. I duno should i tell this, but here it goes.. i hope you guys out there can give me suggestion and help me to solve my problem..

Im 18yrs old and have a gf for 4months.. my gf stil have a crush on her ex bf which she cant forget.. i see her msg recently which her ex asking her for S*X.. but she rejected him, and she ask me dun simply think cuz she wouldnt do such things.. After few months my spm over, I register for college.. after studied there for few months, i got to know a gal call "A".. she was same class as me.. after that we got each other contact and get to know each other better.. i use to call her, sms her and also msg her in msn everyday... we got closer... after that i told her i got feelings for her and she told me she got feelings for me too..

1day, i invite her to my hs cause i have a dance competition which i take part in my college.. so i cal her to come my hs to see whether my dance suit anot? after that, something bad happen.. we started kissing and hugging each other cuz i tink i fall in love wit her..

After that, we hang out together so often like couple.. but my gf and frens didnt know about this.. only me and her.. Few months later, my relationship wit my gf become even worst as i have no longer love her anymore.. in the end, she ask for break up cuz she tink our relationship cant last long and she said she stil hav feeling for her ex bf.. i accept her answer and quickly told "A" that i broke off wit my gf so that i can be wit her truly..

When i called her and tell her about this, she told me she had a bf wit a relationship for 5yrs.. i feel so sad that time being cheated, but she told me she goin to break wit the bf cuz her feelings for him is fading away slowly.. this is because the bf always scold her, control her, ask her not to do this and that make her feel being control.. she ask me to wait..

After 3months together wit "A" wit not officially couple, we had great time together.. 1day i took "A" out for dinner, her bf call her and ask her where is she? when i sent "A" home, the bf bring his gang and threaten me.. We quarrel infront of her hs and "A" father come out.. we drove off after that.. "A" bf called me up and say wanted to bashed me up.. i called my frens and they back me up.. many things happen.. In the end, "A" broke off wit his bf..

From tat day, i told "A" tat i will always be there for u and wait for u so 1day u will accept me as your bf.. When i be wit her, she always "lao gai" such as merajuk.. Afer few months, "A" ex bf say he will wait for her too and use to call her recently.. Although they didnt meet often like i meet wit "A" everyday, but i can see "A" stil have feelings on him..

I always get angry when "A" tink about his ex bf, merajuk infront of me for no reason, dont appreciate the things i did for her .. i treated "A" as my gf but she didnt treated me as her bf.. i dun mind, cuz she need time to forget about him... I feel so sad sometimes.. Everything i did for "A", i can see she dun appreciate it.. My frens say i changed alot.. I been using money on her recently until i bankrupt.. I just bought her a HP for her christmas present so that she can be happy.. but she didnt, and wanted to return it back to me...

Sometimes i drive all the way to her hs just to meet her, end up she say she bathing and cant see me.. I buy her food to eat, end up she give her siblings eat... I fetch her go watch movie, end up she say it was boring.. i wana fetch her go home, end up she say no ned cuz trouble me.. I called her and talk to her, end up she say no ned to talk la.. i wan sleep or giving excuse saying that later my hp bill high.. When something happen, she will put the blame on me even tough is nt my fault.. ALL this i have kept in my heart.. i just be patient on her.. but i duno how long i can stand..

The way i see she talk to her ex bf, i feel like a needle is poking through my heart.. so sad and pain.. anger i dono what to do.. every time i tot of leaving her, end up i dont have the guts to do it.. When i make her angry or if she blame me even tough is nt my fault, i will please her.. Got 1 time i bought roses to please her even tough is not my fault, end up she throw away the roses.. i feel so sad and drive home.. i didnt scold her or say anything.. i just say, "sry dear of i make u angry".. Am i Stupid?? maybe u tink im..

I just feel like i cant live without her.. she say she love me, but she didnt show the love to me.. so i keep doubt do she still love me? help me guys, i be with her 6months already... we been holding hand,hugging,kissing but she didnt accept me yet.. i asked her during new year, but she refuse it by saying im not a good gf.. she say she is vry selfish always tink about her self..

the point is, i sacrifice so much for her and i dun wish this relationship to end just like this... My frens all ask me to let go, but i cant do it!!

Im asking, if u were in this situation, what will u do???

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Mingkiat1989 — Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:48:36 +0800

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Mingkiat1989 — Fri, 09 Feb 2007 19:05:01 +0800

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Mingkiat1989 — Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:09:14 +0800

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Mingkiat1989 — Tue, 19 Dec 2006 09:35:34 +0800

Help me here.. Having a financial problem.. I just finish my SPM this year 2006 and getting result on the march.. So will be entering college around middle of march.. But i dont know what collage shud i enter because i having some financial problem.. If i enter tar college,i will suffer there cause i dont know how to speak chinese or mandrin.. I come from a Primary Malay skol.. I cant enter Form 6 cause i know i will suffer like crazy.. Btw,i not to say the person who like to study.. So if there is any cheap collage beside Tar College, pls tell me or advise me what to do.. Thanks Alot..