Completely confused .... ._.

standalonezorro — Sun, 26 Oct 2014 17:09:50 +0800

So this is what happened....

I have a crush on a lovely girl last year(she's a Capricorn btw), but I decide not to persue her that time Becoz my parents prohibited me from getting a Christian girl ( I know it sounds stupid, but I'm their only child what to do? Anyways they're much more open-minded now already). After a few months one of the girl's friend became my gf at that time.... And then she got a bf as well afterwards.... We're in the same campus and same course so we 4 always hang out together in canpus and sometimes off campus... Technically my gf that time (my ex now) is her only friend Becoz she doesn't really like to take initiative in socializing.

I thought I've her part in my life was over, but I was wrong.

She has been transferred to another campus like almost a year already, and she still pops outs in my mind once in a while, especially when I saw another girl using the same bag with her, same bike she was riding, and the feeling of regrets grew in me.... That why didn't I just follow my heart and persue her.

I decided to settle this unfinished business... No matter Its a dead end or what, at least I tried.

I tried to contact her more , and finally take the plunge and asked her out. For the first few times I tell her about my idea of getting over to her place and meet up with her, she seems to be like quite neutral.... Like no emotions at all, but she's not rejecting me. She told me that she might be busy the date that I asked for. But finally at last week I called her, she she say that she'll be available this coming weekend.

I took 3 hours per trip to get to her place, and I finally get to meet her up for lunch. I told her that I'll foot the bill for this round but she insisted to return her part to me. At last she said: you can just treat me next time with much better food.... I was like: ok... I got ur words. A promise is a promise.

Then we spent some time adee the meal to walk around the mall and chit chat, and then settled down again for a cup of coffee, and chatted till she leave Becoz she has appointment later ....

She did tell me that she'll avoid guys that she doesn't like if she knows that they're interested in her, and from what I see is that she's not avoiding me... And I seriously suspecting that my ex actually told her about my feelings towards her ( she heard it from our friends I think), and that's what makes me wonder why is her reaction towards me is still like very normal?

Tq sifus.... ._.

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Completely confused .... ._.