New US Dollar notes?

Salah Apa — Wed, 22 Oct 2014 20:39:28 +0800

So who you think is the best looking here?

Why my page on lowyat.net always randomly refresh

Salah Apa — Wed, 22 Oct 2014 18:28:46 +0800

Why my page on lowyat.net always randomly refresh?

I was on Cupid Corner and Kopitiam.

Open any type of topic it will sometime randomly auto refresh the page.

From reading the posts to when typing a new reply or create new thread.

Kinda annoying because I need to retype it again.

Any quick fix or anything I can check to fix this issue?

Saw my crush on fb, suddenly feel want to meet her

Salah Apa — Mon, 20 Oct 2014 22:11:02 +0800

*warning long story*

Met this crush like 8 years ago. We chat a lot online and talk on phone. We from the same state but she studies overseas. So we only meet when she is back.

We go out almost everyday when she comes back but she still have 2 years to go in her studies. Calls to her is expensive, so we seldom talk but more on chatting, that time don't really use online talking apps. Throughout the years she do not have a bf and I did not see anyone when I am close with her.

Feels like we were meant to be together and I really wanted her to be my gf, so after 1 year + going out with her, I asked her to be my gf but she say still not yet time. She never elaborated much on that, maybe she dislike long distance relationship or i am just not the right guy for her. We kept going out still even after she rejected me. Still feel good somehow going out with her even though she was not my gf, I kept telling myself just to wait for her.

Then as the friendship go on, and we seldom meet cause she seldom come back for holidays. Only chat/calls, overtime it got tiring for me, I want her so badly and yet cannot get her. Expressed to her how I felt a few times, she just listens. So tired of waiting I was beginning to lose my patience, when she emo at me, I will start to rage back.

After few months of continuing like that, finally I said things which broke her heart. I cannot say here what I said but it was said out of anger/disappointment, it was really bad. She cried and her sister called to me and said I was very cruel and heartless. Then the ex-bf called me and said if I ever make her cry again he will come looking for me, <-LOL->?

So yeah, I blew things up because I got impatient and the rage got the better of me. Maybe IF I just waited for her to finish her studies and come back to settle down, things might end up differently. But the damage has already been done, bridge was already burnt, no turning back. She would not answer my calls/messages anymore, can't apologize anymore.

Few months after that incident I got a job offer overseas with a really superb package, so I went knowing I had nothing more left behind in Malaysia. I broke the girl of my dreams heart and there is no turning back, can't even face her IF I do meet her somehow when she comes back after her studies.

Even though I was overseas and working, I kept thinking about her, about what I have done. Made me think how could things be if I had not screw it up. So sad I kept frowning passively when thinking of her.

Then at work one day and I emailed her explaining why I went kaboom and said I was really sorry. Amazingly she did reply, she said she didn't forgive me yet for what I said but can try to talk back again. We just email from time to time, usually she will reply after 1-2 weeks saying she just got back to Malaysia and found a busy job. After that I kept thinking should I go back Malaysia again to meet her and work back there?

But when I think back of the salary back in Malaysia is really unattractive and my chances of being with her is so slim and close to 0 even, I rather stay at where I am until I earned enough or until I can confirm we can be together again. So the email goes on and on....

One day I met another girl at the country where I worked, she was so charming and we went on dates. I enjoy spending time with her and felt so happy. To cut things short, I stopped emailing my crush and got married with this girl after dating her for a year.

After years in marriage, I would sometimes check facebook to look for my crush but apparently she doesn't have one. Every few months I will still put her name in facebook to look for her. And today I found her, she just had her facebook not long ago. Stalking at her facebook she seem to be single and available still, lol.

Now I have the strong urge to add her on facebook BUT today I am already a happily married man. By adding her doesn't mean I will go chase her or have an affair behind my wife but I just want to know what happen in the past few years. Yes I miss her a lot but we are not going to be together anymore as my life is already on another track with no turning back options.

Just by looking at her pictures made my heart skip a beat again, she looks more stunning than before, guess some girls do look better as they age, haha.

So question now is, Should I or Should I NOT contact her back?

TL;DR
1. boy meets girl
2. boy goes out with girl
3. boy got rejected after asking her to be gf
4. girl say too early and needed time
5. boy got impatient waiting for girl, rage at her, broke her heart
6. she cry and stop talking to boy
7. boy got married with another girl
8. boy now see crush on fb, suddenly heart skips a beat again
9. should boy contact her back?

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