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Elya look like...

badigol@69 — Tue, 22 Dec 2020 10:04:01 +0800

Why they need elya to make pipul feel guilty to take their own money?
https://malaysiadateline.com/elya-buat-penc...di-serba-salah/

"upgrade" my PC

badigol@69 — Fri, 04 Dec 2020 16:20:13 +0800

currently using 7th gen G4560
without changing my mother board, should i change to
6th gen i5 6500t priced at RM382 (2nd hand)
https://shopee.com.my/Intel-Socket-1156-115...1228.6364242315
or
9th gen G5420 priced at RM259
https://shopee.com.my/INTEL-GOLD-G6400-4GHZ...6036.7854745170

or any other suggestion under RM400, without changing my 1151 mobo.

im using GTX1060 3GB GPU,

edit
i look at here, actually G6400 is 10th gen, using LGA 1200
https://www.viewnet.com.my/downloads/viewne...y_pricelist.pdf

logitetek kayboard

badigol@69 — Tue, 13 Oct 2020 16:00:09 +0800

i got Logitech G710+ mechanical keyboard
buy so expensive, use 3 years, now A key cant use.
can repair ar?

what's best way to apologize

badigol@69 — Wed, 15 Apr 2020 20:13:54 +0800

ok the story goes like this..
i made a stupid mistake where i share our relationship argument on social media that not followed by her, but somehow she found it just after 3 hour I posted it.
she was so angry and blocked me, I cant contact her anymore.

its been 4 days, is this the end for us?
or I still can apologize to her? if yes, whats the best way to apologize?

she 19 living with her parents. her parents dont know about me. i know her house, i sneak up to her room window once (im outside of her window), because she craving and asked me for late night nasi kandar,
so I'm thinking to leave a rose with an apology note on her window, but afraid its actually creepy, or is it good idea??

helping someone with mental illness & eating disor

badigol@69 — Thu, 09 May 2019 20:16:47 +0800

I get from the start.
i met her, she currently struggling with Bipolar Disorder type 2, she on her medication. and stable, not much mood changes/swings
after few months, she told me her history, she was once struggled with Bulimia eating disorder. binge eating, purging, and laxative abusing.

few months with her, she love to eat, i treat her lot of food. sometime i worried, but i didnt said anything, afraid it might upset her.
but i guess as long she happy it would be ok. since she all about Body Positivity.

but then she suddenly depressed, she said because of her weight, and her Bulimia relapsed. she purging every meal she had, and she still have her own laxative from years ago, she abuse it again. taking overdose of laxative.
she used all her laxative.

1) she asked me to buy laxative because she not working and had no money, i refused. she fliped out, angry at me, i just speechless and hoping she understand. am i doing the right thing? its it ok just leave her like that? actually i bought it, just not give it to her yet.

2) she wants to met me tomorrow, she said she want to eat pizza, should i get pizza for her? or should i opt more healthy food? and tell the reason? should i bring the laxative in case she need it?

i already post here and someone already replied there.
https://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopi...&#entry92629039

helping someone with eating disorder.

badigol@69 — Thu, 09 May 2019 19:51:55 +0800

PLEASE NO TROLLING OR TRYING DIG UP ANYTHING.

i search the internet but i didnt get exact answer. things a so complicated.

i got someone with bipolar disorder type 2, and bulimia eating disorder.

she currently purging and abuse laxative, and cried everyday, i cant stand looking at her like that anymore.

1) she asked me to buy laxative for her, and flip out, angry at me when i refuse, am did i right thing? i was speechless when she angry, but actually, what should i say??
2) she ask me to buy some food a pizza to be precise, because she was hungry, what should i say, what type of food good for her? should i state the reason why i bought this and that?

isu rogol dan aurat

badigol@69 — Wed, 24 Apr 2019 22:30:11 +0800

QUOTE

Mungkin ada yang berhujah bahawa menutup aurat juga tidak menjamin keselamatan wanita daripada gangguan seksual dan kes-kes lain yang lebih berat seperti dirogol. Kami tidak menafikannya malah amat bersetuju. Cuma, akal yang logik dan waras sudah tentu boleh memahami bahawa ianya adalah kerosakan sampingan (collateral damage) akibat rangsangan nafsu lelaki yang melihat tubuh badan wanita lain.
...
Kami tidak cenderung kepada kelompok yang hanya menyalahkan wanita dalam isu ini dan membiarkan lelaki. Dalam hal wanita yang mendedahkan aurat, lelaki juga berperanan untuk menundukkan pandangan dan bukannya mengecam dengan kata-kata nista atas dosa yang dilakukan wanita berkenaan. Inilah yang ditegaskan dalam Islam. Kedua-dua belah pihak perlu memainkan peranan masing-masing dalam menjalankan syariat-Nya.

by
Dato' Seri Dr. Zulkifli bin Mohamad al-Bakri
Mufti Wilayah Persekutuan
23 April 2019

http://www.muftiwp.gov.my/ms/sumber/berita...ksaan-bertudung

basically, he said.
Rapes caused by Men who not lowered his view (looking at women) and Women who not covering her aurat and incite lust to those men.

the argument are,
- women still get raped even she cover her aurat.
| - they became lustful because looking at other women's aurat, but rapes other (collateral damage)
- child and even animals get raped, aurat not cumpulsary to them
| - they became lustful because looking at other women's aurat, but rapes other (collateral damage)
- non-muslim women is not covering her aurat.
| - men should lowered his eyes, but they became lustful because looking at other women's aurat, but rapes other (collateral damage)
- saying not covering aurat just invites rapes, just give a reason for rapist to be more daring
| - then women should cover aurat
- saying not covering aurat just invites rapes just do more damage, victims might fearful to speak out against the crimes if she not cover her aurat
| - then women should cover aurat
- any kind of rapes, women should not be blamed
| - they are part to be blamed, if they not cover her aurat or seducing the guy.
- rape is not just about lust, but about power
| - they wont rape if they not lustful

medicine residue on tongue?

badigol@69 — Wed, 06 Mar 2019 14:37:31 +0800

here to ask /k

Im in a relationship with someone with mental disorder, she taking pills meds everyday.
but she dont like the meds. and frequently miss the dosage.
so as to encourage her, i kissed her every time she took the meds.
i wonder if some residue of the active ingredients of the meds could transfer from her saliva into mine?? we did this many time oredi,
but only recently i feel weird, all this never happened before.
things like i keep forgetting stuff and there is time where i cant focus on anything, i mistake soap and shampoo, i want to cook maggi but i pour my coffee into the bowl.
the dangerous 1 is when i drive my car, i know this button to press this button to twist but i made mistake, i mistake wiper and signal.
there is once i even mistake brake and gas pedal, i stoped from red light then suddenly i drove off, i already stop idk why i move suddenly, then someone honk me then only i realize its still red. lucky no accident and red light camera.

if its because of the kiss after meds, its so powerful, imagining she need to take this everyday.
anyway, if i need to stop encouraging her to take meds this way. but how to tell her? i dont want she blame on herself.
and how to keep encouraging her dont miss the dosage?

if its not because of the meds and kiss, then i need to check my brain.

she told her friend about our relationship

badigol@69 — Mon, 04 Mar 2019 18:20:14 +0800

there are a thread about my relationship, from the start how i met her.
here some quick intro, for those who dont know.
im 30's extremely low self esteem, having anxiety and depression from time to time, always thought that i am unworthy.
in relationship with someone
who is much much younger than me, pretty and very smart, she on going treatment of some mental disorder (about her disorder in other thread).

she called me. saying that she feels angry with her friends. i asked why. she dont want to tell me until we met.
so we met. she showed me her conversation with 4 of her friends. basically she told her friend about our relationship and photo of us together.

friend A : totally disagree with her, saying she should not having sex before marriage. not talking about the relationship itself much.
friend B : support her, saying we look sweet together, they both talked a lot, she told friend B about whats made her fell for me. BUT THEN friend B also said there's lot of guy like me (i feel like thats a hint for her to look for someone else)
friend C : said its ok, but think im kinda too old for her.
friend D : totally disagree with her, ask her why me? straight forward said im too ugly, why she choose me.

friend D is the reason she was so angry. of course i felt some sort of relieved since she defending me, but seeing all 4 friend somehow trying to tell her that im unworthy make me feel very sad, specially what friend D said.

question time.

then i got back home, i think, why she showed that to me?? i felt like she intentionally want to show it to make her feel better? to make me feel like shit? to make me worship her like deity? to make me feel like she doing me a favor just by in relationship with me?
idk. what do u guys think?

do you have trust issue?

badigol@69 — Mon, 11 Feb 2019 20:45:03 +0800

do you have trust issue towards your partner? you want to believe, but just you could not do that.
how do you handle yourself? how you made yourself to trust?

wherever she go, whatever she do, whoever she with, i always ask for picture or ask for vc for prove.
of course i not asked directly, like "hey show me or else you lied" usually i said "wah really? you go there? i never go, take some picture i wanna see" or "let me guess, u wearing white blouse right? dont said im wrong, show to me, i know i guess correctly" i said jokingly in seriousness, so i got a glimpse of background to make sure she said the truth.

the problem is, she always telling the truth, and i hate the feeling of my insecurity thinking that she lied or cheat to me, even she never do that.
i know im wrong, and i tried to change, but somehow its hard. and its bound to happen again

recently she got really sick, like really f**King high fever. she told me she with her mom go to the hospital, she not text me much, made me thinking she probably lied and going out with someone else.
next day i go met her, i took the med she got, and yes there is date on that med. she really go to the hospital.
she even agreed to met me even she was so sick, i touched her forehead, her neck, her breath, everything are burning.
why do i forced her out of her bed just to see me?. im so insecure.
i asked her, why she agreed to see me if she got so high fever? she just smile and said "because i missed you, i wanted to see you"
yes the feeling of she lied is gone, but i got another feeling, the feeling of guilt, the feeling that i dont deserve her. but then again, if i dont do this, i could not find myself to trust her.

after so much trouble why i still couldn't believe in her?? i wanted to believe. how to fight this feeling?? i feel that im the toxic in this relationship.

this is 3rd day, she still got her fever, and start to have headache and feeling wanting to vomit from time to time. before this dont have this symptoms. ask her to go hospital again, but she refuse said will be ok soon.

want to buy new cheap phone

badigol@69 — Mon, 09 Apr 2018 10:38:15 +0800

i want buy new phone for my fubu, last month i oredi bought for her new phone, but she complaint so many.
last time i bought her Xiaomi Note 3, but last month rosak, she like xiaomi.
now she use cheap Leagoo phone, i just fast fast buy to replace her broken phone.
so next month her birthday, i want buy new phone for her.
just cheap2 below RM750 enough.

she do some picture, she is ugly, not so like selfie, but sometime still took photo.
she do some gaming, not too much, but now mobile game also got pretty graphic even for casual game.
screen size, as she said, size does not matter, whats important is how u use it.

anyway, what different with Huawei and Honor? i think both also just released only, but why similar price similar spec but different naming?

picture here

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Switch to Umobile

badigol@69 — Fri, 23 Mar 2018 10:10:49 +0800

I want to switch my number to Umobile and keep my number.
I use prepaid, all Umobile store i go said only do switch for postpaid, cant do for prepaid.
i wonder why all umobile store not do for prepaid. if they tried to push customer to go postpaid, i think this is wrong move.

I open umobile website, to find how to do it. but it say i need to buy sim card, i not sure what simcard, a regular simcard? isnt that oredi got number?

So i call Umobile customer service, They are so unprofessional. i can hear pipul laughing, and lot of background noise.
the CS only repeat "i cant hear you" "i cant hear u please repeat"
how to hear if your customer service office so noisy.

i use prepaid because i not always use phone,.

From umobile website

QUOTE

It’s easy to switch now

Buy and register your U Mobile Unlimited Power Prepaid pack.

Fill in your personal details and submit your request below.

is it just buy regular simcard with any number?

who will you choose?

badigol@69 — Wed, 07 Feb 2018 16:02:47 +0800

i think 2018 gonna be the year i finally going to retired as a wizard.

im a below average person with a below average face, below average financial, everything is below average.
Many people said im very kind heart, one boss from other department wants to arrange me with his niece that 3 years younger than me, as im also already 30+. he even said money is not a problem. But ofcoz i dun want.
my mom also keep pestering me to find, or she will arrange someone, which i try to avoid for arranged marriage.

but to retire as a wizard, i need a partner to choose, and i duno which is good for me.

a) there is a girl i like, first i ask her phone number she dun want give, but later she come back and give me her number, then next day i whatsapp her, no reply. her face just average. i duno what make her hesitate, dun wan say dun wan, want say want.

b) there is a girl, told straight to my face that she like me, i was skeptical, said she was joking, but then repeatedly said she is serious to the point she almost angry with me. but my feeling towards her... not so much even she actually pretty, way prettier than (a), but a widowed with 1 son, never ask why she divorce or if her husband died i duno.

I can't get both,
if i keep trying to get (a) probably took few months and then she dun want me, and (b) go away,
If i straight go to (b).. what if i actually got chance with (a) just i not given enough time?

so, if you in my shoe, who will you choose?

a) a girl who u like, but u unsure her feeling.
b) a girl who like u, but u unsure your feeling.

need cable

badigol@69 — Wed, 13 Dec 2017 13:34:46 +0800

i just bought 1 cheapo phone give FREE to my friend.
then my friend complaint so many. he said phone no LED indicator to show notification, and using USB type C, while his powerbank using Micro USB, now complaining he need 2 cable.
i want give him cable, but i cant find cable that i need.

the closest cable is Remax Aurora, got LED indicator, but no type C, who da hell need lightning. i need a Cable like Remax Aurora, dun care wat brand, but wan good brand or else he complaint again. i found 3 in 1 cable oso, Micro, Type C, Lightning, but too bad no LED indicator.
The cable must 2 in 1, micro usb + type C, and got LED indicator. anybodi know if got cable like this??

MCD "new" fish and fries

badigol@69 — Thu, 23 Nov 2017 10:47:36 +0800

Before this MCD Thai green curry burger is failure, taste like shit.
so they be creative and improvised what to do with excessive fish fillet,
and create shittier menu, Fish And Fries. expensive no brain

but i as no1 MCD yahoodee supporkter i die die must buy.
RM12.90 for 1pc
RM17.90 for 2pc
so i bought 2pc regular set, dont want large, too many fries. but then this menu, they literally just use shit green curry thai fish burger, remove everything but just fillet and become "new"
the tartar sauce taste bland and no lemon squeeze,
the fries are too little, normal regular set got more fries than this.
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i think the price should be RM8.90 for 1pc, and RM12.90 for 2pc. then only ok.

Giant Robot Duel

badigol@69 — Tue, 17 Oct 2017 10:44:05 +0800

Tomorrow cuti can watch,

Who will win? MK-III or Kuratas?

[YOUTUBE]8XfCpfqOSZ8[/YOUTUBE]
https://go.twitch.tv/megabotsinc

rekomen me a car

badigol@69 — Sat, 24 Jun 2017 09:08:49 +0800

i want buy new car,
but i duno much about car,

i duno which better, Honda City or Toyota Vios, but my friend rekomen me Bezza coz fuel efficiency.

rekomen me a car price range similar to those cars above.

i dont really care about look, but more into feature, like more power more fuel saving,
but if car X like 2% more fuel saving, but ugly ass, and car Y 2% less saving but look so good, i probably take car Y.
the ugliness and beauty are subjective anyway.
i plan to use for a really long, so a cheaper maintenance car is better too.

your partner preference

badigol@69 — Tue, 20 Jun 2017 10:54:20 +0800

you knew 3 girls/guys, you like all them equally, but you want take only 1 to a very serious relationship, which will you choose?

1) look scale 5, can be 6 with some fix, and s/he working on it. you and him/her got same fetish, just imagine both of you in a bed doing stuff just exactly to your liking, can do most of the thing together, dislike 1~2 of your hobbies,

2) look scale 6, can be 7 with some fix, but s/he not even trying to fix, share same hobbies with you, likes everything you likes, can do everything together, but dislike your fetish, don't even want to try.

3) look scale 8~9, but nothing in common, different hobbies, you like action movies, s/he like romantic drama, not many thing can do together that both enjoy, and in bed just boring.

Big image scale
this scale as a reference only.

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PRC rage at youtuber

badigol@69 — Fri, 22 Jul 2016 15:43:26 +0800

PRC pipul rage at Yuka Kinoshita channel, because she ate 137 banana

google translate

QUOTE

Japanese female YouTuber Kinoshita Yu Xiang is "big eaters", has always been uploaded own clips tasting food, such as cheese curry eat 6.3 kg, 6 kg of rice, miso soup and add 4.3 kg oyster vermicelli, and so on. Kinoshita Yu Xiang July 16 Upload a entitled "[great food] banana 137 about 6 kilograms, try to eat six kinds of taste!" Video, film Kinoshita Yu Xiang show 137 bananas, and one by one to eat, and more with the period milk caramel, maple syrup, salad dressing and chocolate syrup.

Fragments seem unexciting, but it touched a public nerve mainland netizens refers Kinoshita Yu Xiang eating Philippine bananas "to interfere in affairs", while eating 137 innuendo 1.37 billion people, launched the strike to see their videos.
Although there are Internet users a message stays Kinoshita, "If there is alluding to, then why not eat 13.7 kilograms," but some of us think,
"Kinoshita If you want to avoid arousing suspicion, then it will not be this time eating just Chinese population," confessed the South China Sea arbitration intent and requirements Kinoshita .
Internet users in addition to bananas fragment focused criticism on Kinoshita, but it was more that she put on settling old scores of suspected Nanjing Massacre T-shirt, think Kinoshita
"already have their own political orientation ...... it does make us Chinese people uncomfortable." But then there are Internet users means that about 20 anniversary T-shirt just JOHN HOLMSTROM × ROSE BUD commemorative T-shirt. Kinoshita Yu Xiang to Twitter to respond, clarify eat 137 bananas bananas conspire six kg weight has been.

sos
http://www.hk01.com/%E7%86%B1%E8%A9%B1/324...%8F%8D%E8%8F%AF

[YOUTUBE]kJzqIMfFxyQ[/YOUTUBE]

rekomen me PC monitor

badigol@69 — Fri, 01 Jul 2016 12:09:57 +0800

i use for both gaming and movie,
but im more into nice color and good picture. and good viewing angle is a bonus.
so i prefer IPS panel, but will consider a good TN panel if can deliver as good as IPS.
144hz IPS monitor, but i could settle for below that if too expensive.
below 5ms respond rate, better if lower, but will consider 8ms if it good at other thing.
size must above 21.5, but below 27" dun want too big
got freesync, because i use AMD.
price range, below RM1500, i think probably enough since im not looking for ultrawide or curved.