Lowyat.NET: Latest topics by Ryoko86

Am I "guilty beyond reasonable doubt" here?

Ryoko86 — Tue, 18 Jul 2017 15:32:31 +0800

Just now I went out with car to lunch with my colleagues. It’s raining and I’m at this one lane road with the traffic that is not going so smoothly.

After a while, the traffic in front clears up and I’m accelerating to catch up with the flow but suddenly I saw this one family trying to cross the road. The father is holding a baby & the mother holding her two daughters hand. They look like from poor family & their cloth is a bit old and worn out.

I’m quickly braking in hope that they can cross the road safely and not trapped longer in the rain. Never cross in my mind that my action will be condemned with a festive of honk behind. Even worst is after we go to the wider lane, the car behind quickly cutting me and the passenger side of the driver roll out the windows and give me the “Apalah” hand gesture. Even my friends make noise said ryoko don’t do this next time, another said wah this ryoko really make us looks bad.

I felt so shameful and pissed off that I lost my appetite to eat anymore. Am I really the idiot here?

Will I end up on his bed, naked and wasted?

Ryoko86 — Wed, 03 May 2017 15:12:45 +0800

There’s this guy living opposite of my house.
Moderate height with normal average looks but somehow seems like mature and financially stable.

One particular stand out things about him is that there’s a few time I saw him bring a decent looking girl home but after a while, it will be another different girl and then another different girl and so on. Therefore I nicknamed him Casa (short for Casanova) among my family members.

Then yesterday when I was watering the plant in front of my house…

Casa: Hi!

Me: Umn? Hi.. (a bit startled)

This particular guy stopped his camry just right behind me, jutting out his head and speaks to me thru the window.

Casa: I would like to thank to you

He’s smiling warmly. Neat hair, neat formal attire.

Me: What? why?

Casa: I like how you grow these beautiful flowers. I often peek at it whenever I got the chance and it sort of calming my mind. I’ll never got the chance to grow something myself due to time constrain and therefore, thank you for all of this.

Wow, I’m flattered eventho it’s actually my mom’s handiwork

Me: Umn.. it looks unkept and ordinary at best to me, but thanks anyway..

Casa: (Take out a plastic bag from his car seat and hand to me) I see you got few cute kittens there, here’s some food for them to make them happy. I also never get the chance to keep a pet so this is the least I can do.

Me: (Bit confused and take the goods unconsciously) Why.. thank you..

I grinned blankly towards him. There’s not a word I can muster nor do I know what should I do next.

Casa: Hey, you know.. you are cute too just like your kittens. I like someone with spec. I feel that they are more intelligent & intriguing.

Smilling warmly, devouring my whole face with his eye

Me: (Blushed) Why.. thanks, but I prefer my contact lenses tho..

Little did he know I wear spec because I played too much game at my younger age, not because of studying or something

Casa: Hey, this Saturday I will be at XX restaurant at 7pm after some business to have dinner, alone and lonely (making a sad face).
I would like you to company me (smiling).

Ain’t that somekind of steak & wine kind of restaurant?

Me: Ah, I tot you got your girlfriend to company you as I often see them follow you home?

Damn, what kind of answer I just come out with? Am I just telling him that I unintentionally stalked him many time?

Casa: Hey, it’s been a while I’m without any. Sometimes, we know this person and all seems like clicked together but after a while, we began to realize that someone is made differently from us. It truly is a long and painful trial and error process..

He look into a space with deep though and smiling meaningfully

Casa: Hey, sorry bout that, thank you once again and I’ll be looking forwards to our date (keep on smiling & slowly driving into his porch)

…

There I am, stood still like a mannequin.
Don’t know his name…
Don’t know his number…
Don’t even know whom he really is…
All I know from that short conversation is that he’s somewhat deep in character, loving towards nature and animal, mature and confidence.

Now I felt obliged to attend the date, part of it because of these expensive cat foods he gave me, part of it because I’ll feeling bad if I let him having his dinner alone after he invited me, part of it is my own curiosity gnawing furiously deep inside to know more about him and then more importantly because I didn’t have any chance to refuse him that time.

However.. I still do remember the nickname I give to him.

With this kind of man, I really got this eerie feeling that I might end up on his bed, naked, wasted, the next morning of that fateful day.

Thats definitely something that I'm not looking for.

What the hell is this guy meant?

Ryoko86 — Wed, 09 Nov 2016 11:48:54 +0800

There’s this guy living next door.
Shy, timid and kind of socially awkward type of person.
I’m no social animal myself but I can get the feeling that this guy if more closed than I am.

Talked with him on a few occasions, and it’s all just a short exchange of “morning”, “hi” or just an awkward smile.

Then, there was this one evening when I’m looking for my cat after coming back from work.
It’s her feeding time and she’s not at her usual place,
that’s it circling between my legs as I enter the house or meowing impatiently next to her bowl.

Asking mom & sis where she gone but none got the idea.
So I was going outside to the porch and meowing around calling to my cat and there’s him,
the guy next door on his porch waving to me while walking closer to the divider fence and start talking to me;

“She’s inside, she wandering inside and I give her some food.”

There’s this nervous shake in his voice with some hint of forced courage.
He then made a baby run into his house and coming out with my cat in his hand. He hand her to me with a nicest sincere smile I ever saw.

Maybe that’s the first time I had a good look at him. He’s kinda decent looking and his face bear an innocent air around it. I affirmed it in my heart that he is the nice kind of guy.
I grow interest in him a bit and resolved to get know him better after this.

That was last evening when I’m stumble with him again on the porch just after I reach home from work.
It looks like he is also just reach home and in the midst of taking few plastic bag of groceries from his passenger seat.

“Hi!” I said.

“Hi!” He replied.

"..."

"..."

I’m at lost of my words. I just standing there sort of wanting to talk more but no words can be muster in my brain and I think so do him.

It’s an awkward few second of silent and then he suddenly digging his plastic bag and takes out a cucumber and hand over to me with slight nervous.

"Ah, please take this to play with your cat" he said with this innocent nervous smile.

"Thank you…"

I unconsciously took the cucumber and smile but my brain is sort of getting haywire with confusion. He smiles back and nods in permission to get into his house and proceed with it'

But...

Here I was, still standing blank-minded with the cucumber on my hand...
What the hell did he meant by "Play this with my cat??"

I'm kind of getting the wrong, really-really wrong message here but I need someone to reassured me on this...

What the hell he meant by "Play this with my cat??"

I am 29.8 years old, single and a bit horny

Ryoko86 — Fri, 01 Apr 2016 10:18:25 +0800

There was this new guy in my office, 28 years old, good looking, good attitude, not fake and fit nicely with my interest and personality.
As days goes by, we were getting closer and closer to the point of hanging out together in the weekend, just both of us.

Tonight is the night. I am so looking forward to this special dinner we will had. I get into my nicest and sexiest costume and venture ahead.

It’s a good food, good atmosphere. Nice conversations and all went well.

Manage to stop by his house which is shared with his sisters. Invited me to his room and there I was, sitting with him on the bed. Room is nice and tidy with few anime posters on the wall that I can’t really figure out from which anime and few action figures on the corner rack, PC & TV table.

Had more conversations for 30 min, and all that needs to be said has been said. Both paused in silence, and there I am, cheek flushed, all steamy, ready and waiting.

Clik… clok… clik… clok…
“Hey ryoko, want to watch this new anime with me?”

(What the hell?)
“Uh, it’s a bit late now, maybe some other day when we had more time? “

Clik… clok… clik… clok…
“Hey you said you are really good in fighting games, should I fired up my PS4 and we had a match?”

(What? Really?)
“Uh, I am not really in the mood now, sorry“

Clik… clok… clik… clok…
“Are you thirsty? Want some drinks?”

(Almost rolls my eye in disappointment. All you need to do is say you love me, undress me and F the hell of me you bloody idiot!)
“Hey, it’s getting late, can you drive me home now?”

“Uh, ok”

It’s just the engine sound and silence all the way home.

Tonight, here I am, still 29.8 years old, still single apparently, and still horny… F me right?

My sister dress like a slut! NOW WITH DRILL!

Ryoko86 — Fri, 11 Dec 2015 22:26:55 +0800

I’m just getting into a fight with my sister and really pissed off right now.
I think even a slut will wear more decently than her.

Whenever going out she really like to wear this way too short jean pants that she better off with just wearing panties anyway. And I almost suspect she wear kids T-shirt as it’s never manage to cover her belly fully.

When going to the office it will still be the same. She will wear this way too mini miniskirt that I don’t know how she will be able to move, sit or do anything without revealing everything. She will also never fail to unbutton the few top button of her shirt every single time!

Me and my mom is already so tired to talked her out of this. I’m scared she might get into trouble someday because of her attire.

What should I do in this situation?

Why so many ask for picture?

There, please don't ask more, this the best I can give. This is the tamer one of her attire.

[attachmentid=5510015]

Dear guys I have something to ask...

Ryoko86 — Mon, 30 Nov 2015 21:44:22 +0800

Few of my male colleagues acting really suspicious today at lunch time.
Seems like they are browsing our past pictures gallery while doing something to the pictures.

One of my female colleague tells me she overheard them saying about X-ray software on the girls picture but I'm not sure the exact details of it.

Is it really possible they perhaps do something flagrant to as an example our picture like this or they are just tricking us?

Petty crime you commit in the past?

Ryoko86 — Mon, 23 Nov 2015 09:48:40 +0800

Guys let’s have a chat about some of the mischievous act you had done in the past.
Some of my most adventurous time is when I’m in secondary school such as:

Arcade game machine hack
- I spend quite my time in the game arcade back then. Then my friend teaches me this very neat trick. Drill some hole in the coin/token and tie a string on it. Insert to the coin slot and slowly lower down the strings until the credit is registered in the game. Do it repeatedly to get tons of credit! With this hack I manage to become among the formidable figure in Tekken 3 scene back then.

Surprise Egg Toy machine hack
- This one is quite simple. I just stick a gum to the coin and inserted it to the slot. Turn the knob as much as you want for unlimited eggs!

Public Phone hack
- My friend is the expert on this. Find a secluded public phone with exposed cable on the back. Press some thumbnails until it reach the copper inside. Bring a home phone with you, cut the connecting cable to exposed its cooper wire and connect it to the thumbnails (careful you can get electrocute here). It’s then free unlimited calls! We used to take turn calling our crush that time, one hour each person.

Shoplifting
- I don’t know if this is the correct term for this crime. When I buy the wrong size of bra and it’s unreturnable, I bring it in my handbag and go to the same shop, choose the correct size and go to the fitting room. There I cut the tag and wear the new one and replace the old one in the hanger then return it to the rack after that.

Now when I recall it’s so stupid and irresponsible. Hopefully nobody get into trouble from my act.
Have you done any similar?

Restarting my life again, is it a good idea?

Ryoko86 — Fri, 23 Oct 2015 16:41:49 +0800

Hi all,

For so long I’ve had this feeling of emptiness in my life.
Everything’s around feels so bland and stagnant.

I longed to experience something new and fresh and get out from this meaningless routine of life.
Even though it’s seems a bit late, I’ve thinking of restarting my life, somewhere far away from where I’m now.

I’m thinking of KK city at Sabah as a new start, people there is more relaxed and friendly from what I heard.
Are there any KK peoples here? How’s life there?

Would you like to play games with me?

Ryoko86 — Thu, 10 Apr 2014 13:26:54 +0800

Hi guys!

It’s kinda slow in the office and I'm so sleepy and bored. How nice it is if I can play some video games right now.

Speak of video games, last Sunday I go for a visit to my friend house. She ask me to wait inside when I come around because she was washing her car at that time.

When I was waiting for her, I saw her form 5 brother is playing Tekken 5 on his PS3. I ask to join him and I use my best character that is Forest Law.

He seemed so shocked that I manage to beat him so many times. The win ratio for me and him is about 10 : 2. He kept saying that I’m get lucky and kept changing new characters but its futile. I’m so having fun to bully him and see him stressed out hahaha

He dont know that I played Tekken 3 alot during my high school and among the good players in my arcade area. I study and practice the move, combo, parry and strings commands more than I study my books. But I stopped playing them since. The Tekken 5 got many new different commands and some of the old commands is not working anymore. I’m actually a bit struggling to play it well.

So guys do you feel challenged is there’s a girl can play evenly toe to toe with you?
What game you play and you good at?
Any girls playing video games here?

p/s: In my previous thread there's many people asking for the 'drill' of my lips, here's it is guys. Hope you all satisfied. Sorry if it destroy you expectations.

Why mens like dirty jokes?

Ryoko86 — Mon, 07 Apr 2014 18:09:44 +0800

Hi all, hows your day?

I need to get some opinions from you all regarding men ways of thinking.
Why do men always seem like to force some dirty joke in conversations with women such as my situations here:

******

*Others day at lunch with colleagues*

colleague 1: (Suddenly) Hey you know ryoko, you really got nice lips there.

me: (blushed & a bit surprised) Why..thank you..

colleague 1: Yeah, I'am serious. I bet it taste really nice haha.

me: (now really blushed) Wah, please don't joking like that.

colleague 1: Yeah really ryoko, and I bet the other lips taste much better (gives dirty looks)

me: (now that's uncalled for, now I really feel annoyed and offended, remain silent while the groups laughing)

*Another day at lunch with colleagues*

colleague 2: (He gets black coffee instead of white coffee which is he's order) Hey what the hell, this waiter really clumsy one ah. Doesn't matter, I'll ask for ryoko to donate me some milk, she got big jugs there and she got nobody's to suck her dry yet hahaha.

me: (now thats just a rude, forced joke thats nowhere funny at all)

*******

Now days I don't feel comfortable at all if there's another opposite sex member join in the lunch.
It's seems like they talking to you while in they mind fantasizing about devouring your body inside their mind.

Is cracking dirty jokes is just a normal way of a man to joke and become friendly or did they actually really mean what they said about?

I just cried from my friends words..

Ryoko86 — Sun, 02 Mar 2014 15:29:31 +0800

Today I was going to church with some of my old best friends. After the mass we all go together to have some lunch at our usual restaurant. There we all chit chat until one of my friend ask me why I reach 28 this year but still not married and having a family or even a bf. Then everybody join in and told me this and that, and tell me to ditch my ps3 and go out with guy more..

When I reach home, I don't know why their word struck so deep in my heart that I keep cried and cried.
Its not that I don't want to get married, it just that I'm very shy and I still not meet the one whom can open my heart plus I have low trust on guys because of bad experience..

Once I have a bf whom I loved and care very much. He is my classmate when I'm in form 6. One day he come to my house when my parent is not home and together we play games and watch movies. When the night arrive, he ask me to check my room because he says he never see a girl room. When we was inside, he pushed me to the bed and say that he love me and want to have me and all. I'm so afraid and I keep pushing him but he seems like unstoppable and keep touching and kissing me. I began to scream and beg him but he keep asking me if I really love him then we should have sex. Luckily he stopped when he heard my brother car (whom just got back from playing badminton) sound coming from outside. He says that we a couple and there's nothing wrong to have sex and he is disappointed with me. From there, I cease all communication from him and even the other guys no matter how their confess their love to me..

Now I'm 28, single and lonely, sometimes I was hoping for a normal relationships but its too late for me I guess..
Sorry if this is not an appropriate thread here, I'm just feel so down and I don't know to speak to whom..

How can you all still not sleeping?

Ryoko86 — Mon, 24 Feb 2014 02:37:38 +0800

Hi, I'm new here and just curios how can this forum still be active at this early morning,
did you all just cant sleep and have nothing to do (like me) or some of you is working night shift?
Sorry if this thread is not appropriate

Request to find a forum member

Ryoko86 — Sun, 26 Jan 2014 20:09:28 +0800

Hi to everyone,

I'm new here and this is the first time I'm here, hopefully I can befriend with everyone

Please forgive me if this is not an appropriate place to ask, but I would like to ask if there's any forum member here by chance known another forumer named Theodore Lim? He is my brother.

Thank you so much in advance.