http://forum.lowyat.net/ Wed, 04 Nov 2026 04:11:28 +0800 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/2817502 i dont know why im writing this. probably because half of me still want to get help. probably i just wanna be heard. probably, probably..<br /><br />truthfully speaking i always felt like ending my life, in fact i&#39;ve tried a couple of times years before. obviously all of them failed, which is why im still here. every time i wanna do it, i&#39;d get scared of how much it&#39;ll hurt again and thinking what if i fail again and the pain wont go away? for those of you who thinks that im not appreciating my life etc etc, yes you are right. i really dont, but im too much of a chicken to take the leap. few days ago i tried cutting my wrist but was such a chicken cause it wasnt deep enough.<br /><br />i sorta have a condition. i only found out about it last year from the shrink. funny how all this while, i thought that if i knew what&#39;s wrong with me, then i could find the solution for it. ever since i was a little, kid, i kinda felt there&#39;s something wrong with my head, the way i think and understand stuff. i mean, why would a kid of 8 years old (or was it 9? i cant remember) even think about suicide? looking back, i feel more horrible knowing that im a messed up human even as a kid. <br /><br />why am i writing this?<br /><br />there is a solution for my particular disorder, but its a psychotherapy and remembering is something im not gonna do, ever. i had enough of getting the past coming back at me one by one, through images and sounds that i can never throw away. and i never wanna talk about it. stupid? i know. i wanna die but im scared. i want these painful memories to go away but i dont wanna face it. so why am i here? hotkechup Cupid&#39;s Corner Sun, 19 May 2013 14:22:20 +0800 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/2741174 hello guys, i just realised my laptop&#39;s headphone jack is broken. i have tried using other headphones to check it and the problem is clearly the laptop&#39;s <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/sad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad.gif' /><!--endemo--> . i googled it around and it seems this problem is quite common and happens because the headphones are inserted and the plug gets removed roughly or pulled to one side, which i did a quite a lot as i only have one headphone for laptop+mp3+phone =.=&#39;<br /> i would like to know the price for fixing this particular problem, is it expensive? my laptop is HP Paviliondv2 model.. please help <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/sad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad.gif' /><!--endemo--> hotkechup Technical Support Mon, 18 Mar 2013 22:19:31 +0800