http://forum.lowyat.net/ Fri, 19 Jun 2026 02:04:16 +0800 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/2094338 here&#39;s the story...<br /><br /><!--QuoteBegin--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin-->our relationship lasted almost 2 years, but it felt like we have been dating a lot longer than that.<br />coz there is a period of time where she really loves me &amp; even to the point where he was afraid to lose me.<br /><br />a couple of months ago, i broke up with my bf. it was a mutual break up as i initiate it, &amp; he agrees with it.<br />reason being, he had a crush on another girl, &amp; been lying to me about seeing &amp; hanging out wit her although they are just friends.<br />i figure, a guy that lies to me dont deserve my love.<br /><br />fine, we are still good friends after broke up, but it din&#39;t last long.<br />he began acting like a jerk, eg; giving excuses lie to me so i&#39;ll do favours for him while he actually just wanted to freed his time to hang out with that girl.&nbsp; <!--emo&:furious:--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/vmad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='vmad.gif' /><!--endemo--> <br /><br />after find out this, i confronted him &amp; argue, but he dont admit it.<br />since that, i&#39;m angry, &amp; cut him of my live forever. delete number, block fb, twitter, &amp; so on......<br />months pass, &amp; honestly, I HATE HIM but i miss him..... <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/sad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad.gif' /><!--endemo--> <br />i dont miss him in a &quot;i wan him bck&quot; way, or not even in a &quot;i forgive him&quot; way, but just in a &quot;i miss him&quot; way...<br /><br />i hate it that i thought about him everyday. i hate it that i dreamt about him constantly.<br />in those dreams, often we r friends bck &amp; he hinted reconciliation, but even in dream, i reject the idea.<br />but always wake up....sad...... <!--emo&:cry:--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/cry.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='cry.gif' /><!--endemo--> <!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd--><br /><br />what should i do? <!--emo&:help:--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/icon_question.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='icon_question.gif' /><!--endemo--> <br />don&#39;t tell me that &quot;move on girl&quot;, coz i already did.<br />i&#39;ve moved on &amp; doing great in my live now in terms of social &amp; career, i dont wan him bck, but i just miss him. <!--emo&:(--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/sad.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='sad.gif' /><!--endemo--> <br /><br />TL;DR version:<br /><br /><!--SPOILER BEGIN--><div class="spoilertop" onClick="openClose('d7a3921144e86340812848ce577b5d40')" style="font-weight: bold"><u>&raquo; Click to show Spoiler - click again to hide... &laquo;</u></div><div class="spoilermain" id="d7a3921144e86340812848ce577b5d40" style="display:none"><!--SPOILER END-->1) broke up with my bf months ago, &amp; remain friends.<br /><br />2) due to some incident, i hate him a lot &amp; cut him out of my live.<br /><br />3) i&#39;ve moved on. i&#39;m positive i dont want him bck. but y do i still miss him &amp; dream about him?<!--SPOILER DIV--></div><!--SPOILER DIV--> 1010101010 Cupid&#39;s Corner Thu, 03 Nov 2011 10:58:05 +0800