http://forum.lowyat.net/ Sat, 20 Jun 2026 12:33:03 +0800 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/2058416 Hi, I&#39;m a new member. Just registered so I can post here.<br /><br />So, about me , I&#39;m an average guy that is still in high school in my final year. Comes from a slightly above average family. Everything was going fine until I knew this girl. We just only met this year. At the start of the year, we weren&#39;t really close, we&#39;re only normal classmates. Months later , I got to know her better and we became good friends and eventually best friends . ( She told me herself that I and a few other people are her only true friends that she can trust ) <br /><br />We do quite alot of things together , we exercise , hangout , sometimes gossip together , and a few other things . Whenever she has family or friend problems , I&#39;ll be the first guy friend to know , I think. eventually became her guy bestfriend. <br /><br />Idk why but, not long ago, I started to have feelings for her. Sometimes it may turn real bad and I&#39;ll be depressed . The feeling of emptiness in my relationship . Shes the perfect girl to fill my heart with all the joy . I always have visions of holding her tightly before sleep I would go crazy over her voice when she&#39;s only partly awake , i want To cuddle with her under a blanket while watching soap opera , I want to kiss her on the cheeks anytime i want , i want to be the guy that solves all her problems , be there to protect her from any harm . You know , I want to be her man .<br /><br />Everytime I&#39;m around her , I try my best go make her laugh and feel comfortable , and I think I always succeed . Everytime I try my best to be have physical contact with her . Well, the usual stuffs lah, touching her hand , hair , arms around shoulders , you know , the usuals, but I want more then that , I want to hug her . She&#39;s quite an open minded girl too. ( her parents are divorced but both of the parents are English educated). We have quite a few interest in common too , movies , hobbies , etc. <br /><br />Thequestion now is should I tell her how I really feel? I just couldn&#39;t bear the fear of losing my lover and my only bestfriend . Throughout my life , there&#39;s only a handful of girls which I&#39;m close with . And she&#39;s the closest one .<br /><br />Inb4 2&#39; should study first .<br />I need an advice .will update and tidy up my story . Sleepy now , not in the mood to write properly . Sorry <!--emo&:P--><img src='http://static.lowyat.net/style_emoticons/default/tongue.gif' border='0' style='vertical-align:middle' alt='tongue.gif' /><!--endemo--> <br />And mods, if there&#39;s anything wrong with my storie , please inform me first . I would be damn pissed if this was deleted without any prior notice . Haha Mr.Saxobeat Cupid&#39;s Corner Wed, 05 Oct 2011 01:51:58 +0800