struggling between 2 ladies

dtjc — Fri, 08 Jul 2011 13:55:16 +0800

i've been with my ex gf for 2 years n 4months. We broke up at the very bad situation like she went for work so hard from morning until mid9 to get the money for her family and i've stressed by my assignments, exam, career, friends betray me, she is not around when i just need someone to talk with. we met once a week, not more than 12 hrs. we had communication problem long ago though.
at this moment, my current girl come to me and acc me and finally i gone thru all the hard time, i fall for her and break up with my gf which is the worst decision i had made...

ex
- i'm really regret that didn't manage my emotional issues well that cause my 2 yrs relationship gone, i had planned to marry her.
- i broke up it because those issues has struggled me for long time and she didn't want to solve with me or even discuss well with me. but she did a lot to please me and make me happy all the time, even put up with my bad attitude without complaining to anyone else. she make me believe that i couldn't find another girl that could treat me so good as well as her.
- after 6 months apart from her, i found out i still couldn't let go, she appear in my mind everyday.

current
- i am her first boy, i love her and she did and put up a lot emotional issues between my ex and me.
- she communicate so well with me.
- she commit to me won't leave those issues behind us but will solve it together with me and welcoming the joys that waiting for us.

conclusion
if i stay current 1, i feel i owe ex; if i get back to ex, i feel bad to current gf also. of course i love both of them, they're different type of lady. now i find out i might be a polygamy person but as a loyal lover, i will be monogamy to my girl. so guys please c&c and help me out with solution. Thanks

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