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lmaniacg — Fri, 17 Dec 2010 11:25:50 +0800

There is a girl in my class who we already know each other for 1 year, at first we know each other i have some feeling towards her but what she act in class is sometime too over..Why? She like to flirt around with other guy too much like asking different guy sit beside her and keep lovely there, then i was like, y she like this one. Then after a few month i decided to give it a try, dating her out, then finally when i get bored i try to confess, she rejected me. I feel nothing because im all ready, im just curious about the answer after that i just act nothing happened and don't care about her at all in the class. Then we started to argue, i even deleted her facebook but she tried to add me back but i didn't accept and i act like hate her a lot because of her flirting, after we have a talk face by face, she actually cried when i say her flirting before this. We eventually became friend back after the talk. But even after the talk, she already become a 2nd person, she seldom talk in class, no more charm smiling faces and worst of all, don't dare to look or talk with me at all, most of the time she walk pass me she just keeping her head down and move on. Few of my classmate which is girl, they usually share their story each other with and telling me in facebook that it is not the right time to confess yet, and ask me to chase her back. But then recently, her facebook always have status something like ' by looking at the picture that could never bring me back, knowing everyone changed, at least i wish now just as it is' and ' You know what, i actually miss you alot, i know you don't care, but i cared alot.' Then i also keep posting status in fb and say that im not into any relationship right now. After then i notice that sometime in class she will take the chance and look at me when i was talking with other friend. Then yesterday i want to make sure, as usual i act talking with other friend while my concentration is did she turn back and look at me, surprisingly she really look back and when i feel it i just change my direction and look at her, we look at each other for a few second after im sure, i continue talking to my friends. With her blur and innocent look while looking at me, i was wondering how can a girl like this putting her ego down, she is actually a very hard working girl getting cgpa of 3.7 in the our class, having moral, good education background ,a very friendly girl and alot of guy actually wanted to chase her. Until today, i keep on blaming on myself because i regretted, i really sad actually when i saw her attitude changed completely in the class before that, such a active girl has become a girl who don't talk because of me. She already let go her ego and look at me like this, her emotion is omg..i feel really sorry for her seriously. Actually i feel that im not good enough to take care of her..i wanted to focus more on my career and study and chase her back only when im successful.. at least i can take care of her no matter in social or financial.. guys please advice me..what should i do now to make her happy and charming like before ..

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