bes fren as lover?

arabella_e — Thu, 09 Dec 2010 22:34:20 +0800

hye oll..

i jus wan 2 share bout my silly confession dat i've made to one of my besfren (which is a guy)..
d story begin like dis..

we hav been frens 4 about 2 years..we watched muvies t0gether, eat together, share our laugh and sorrow together n we even talked with each other from 10 pm till 3 am once, outside my house (i lived wit my rumates which my mom will never know bout dis *cross my finger*). we kind of "teman tp mesra" thing..

one holiday, he msg me n kind of like wanted to be my bf..so i kind of say, "Hey, u're my besfren n i want to keep it dat way..''
so, there it goes..however, we still remain as frens n we still going out like usual..

on my burfday,he bought me a guitar which is totally not d kind of wat i've expected from as i never got such an expensive guitar+tuner+bag as my bday present.. i was surprised n shed into tears actually (sob..sob..). i dunno wat to think of.. d question dat keep coming to me is dat, is he still like (love) me? or is this a present from a fren to a fren? (he's kind of rich which make him think dat it's kinda ok to spend sum money on a fren, n btw, he always treats me when we went out).

my gurls frens said dat he likes me (bcoz of d present) n honestly at dat time i dun think he likes me in dat way anymore, but i think i'm d one who fall for him..i like him not bcoz of d present he bought but more of d frenship luv dat turned out to be d love from a girl to a boy..

so 1 night, i confessed to him dat I THINK I MIGHT ACTUALLY LIKE HIM.. however,he turned me down..i cud except his reason as he said dat he did not believe in long distance relationship (i'll further my stadi next year in OZ)..

after my confession, we no longer hang out together (which i missed so much!!) n i can't even see him (it breaks my heart)..i tried to avoid me n i know he did 2..

recently, he sent me a msg saying dat (lebey kurang cam ni laa..)
"after 2 years of being my fren, i wish u ol d bes n take care..bye!"

i was frustrated..i wan to let him know i still care bout him but my ego wont let me..he said before dat he can't accept me rite..
shud i send him a msg to really tell him how i feel rite now or jus remain to be suffer in silence?

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