Please listen to my love story

JohnathanYap — Fri, 09 Jul 2010 14:39:39 +0800

There is a girl name Ashley , she was my secondary school friend . And now she is my current college coursemate. After our college class has starts for around 3 months , automatically I fell for her without any reason. The bad thing is , Ashley has a boyfriend , and they have been together for 4 years already, and yet , Ashley's boyfriend is my hi-bye friend as well.

Past 2 weeks, I chatted a lot with this girl Ashley, and she told me that she has no feeling towards her boyfriend anymore, I believe in her because she doesnt sound like a girl that will lie. And day after days, we chatted more and more, she told me that she had fall for me also. She broke up with her boyfriend already , but yet her boyfriend loves her very much , he finds her day and night. But Ashley always rejected his phone calls and everything, Ashley told me that she loves me very much , and we hanged out together for a few times , movie, dinner.

Sometimes I fetch her to school because its not really far from my house to hers. And we were happily together without any hesitation of her boyfriend and so on. Until 1 day, her boyfriend knows that I am the one who chatted with her and made her heart gone away.
Last night, Ashley's boyfriend called up to me and tell me how sad he is , I am so sorry to him but i cannot replace anyone with Ashley in my heart. I love her so so much and I know that she loves me also , she doesnt like her boyfriend anymore but her boyfriend keeps on finding her until she cannot do anything.

After that , ashley's boyfriend called ashley and they talked for quite long. After their conversation , I received a sms from Ashley.

I dont want to go school tomorrow, no need to fetch me. I know I hurt you but i really dont have mood now. Im very very sorry. Hope you understand ok? Jz Give me sometime. Night

After receiving that sms, I am so down but I don't want to do anything , I know that will make her even worse and down. We used to call each other baby and this and that , just 1 night , she sent me that message. But im very sure that she still love me but she cannot do anything because she is very frustrated with relationship, her boyfriend keeps on finding her.

Today morning, I received a phone call from her boyfriend's friend , he wanted to meet me in a Nasi Kandar . After bathing , I went to the Nasi Kandar to find him. We talked to each other , but he doesnt know that Ashley loves me that much. He thought Ashley loves me only a little bit just to overcome boredom and look for freshness. I don't know how to react, he is my friend, I know I should not do that , Im so wrong. But I really cannot control my feeling, I need her.

After chatting for 2-3 hours in nasi kandar with him , we left. I wanted to see Ashley so much I miss her so much , I called Ashley and tell her can I meet her for a while because I wanted to get my another phone from her , because she was holding my phone yesterday.

She agreed. And I went to her house and picked her up. She passed me my phone , and I ask her that if she still love me or not, without hesitation she said yes. Staying in the car for 5minutes , she hugged me and lean on my shoulder. I love her so much , I can feel that she loves me also. And I asked her that does she love her boyfriend ? She said not anymore. But just she couldnt resist that her ex-boyfriend finding her day by day non stop, she said she needs more time

I can feel her sadness and frustration. I don't want her life to be as miserable as like that , but I cannot control that I really love her very much. And her boyfriend is my friend....

WHAT TO DO? Im really down....This is my first time posting my love story over here. Hope u guys can give me proper advice...dont post unneeded comment pls....thank you...haiz

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