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Holding a female friend's hand

becool725 — Tue, 05 Oct 2010 15:41:15 +0800

I recently went to visit friend in west coast. She is a few year older than me and we barely know each other before my visit. We met a year ago and had known each other for less than 2 weeks before I left the city. I had a crush on her back than but there was nothing I can do because of the long distance.

We both have a week break at the same time and I decided to travel to west coast. It was not my intention to make anything happen between us. I just need to chill off after months of torment because of unfortunate event and messed up relationship. Also fulfilling my dream togo to Vegas for the very first time.
She welcomed me with big arms wide open just like any friend would do.

Thanks to the chemistry, we got along pretty well. She is from a wealthy family, a typical shy, picky and well educated girl with many girl allergies like sun, insects, long walk etc. To my surprise, she been very accomadating during the trips. Going under the sun, walking long tiring distance, mixing into terrifying downtown LA traffic, eating food she doesn't like and riding wild roller coster. She even fell asleep on a slot machine while waiting on me gambling on a BlackJack table. I was so touched by what she did for me and I tried my best to be a caring gentleman for her eventhough I was a jerk, literally.

I hold her hand when we were walking on a invisible bridge build on the Great Canyon because she was so scared. I know it is not a big deal holding female hand especially in the 'she was so scared' circumstances. I wish it was a sign of OK but I can not wish for too much. She will become a doctor once she finished her med school. I am a jerk on the other hand. I hope I can change myself to a better person she derserved and going after her with confidence, but it isn't easy...

KL foreign exchange market

becool725 — Mon, 02 Aug 2010 02:14:02 +0800

Where is Kuala Lumpur foreign exchange market located. I need the full address. Thank you.

KL foreign exchange market

becool725 — Sun, 01 Aug 2010 12:20:52 +0800

Where is Kuala Lumpur foreign exchange market located. I need the full address. Thank you.

In love with a prostitute

becool725 — Sun, 09 May 2010 05:50:47 +0800

I had the most miserable moments in my life since 2010 kicked start. I will not go into details but lust has driven me to a person that I never thought I would be. I spent 3k solely on cheonging in a month, averaging 4-5 times a week. Never was I a return customer until I met this woman.

The first session was great but it was my feeling on her that led me back to her two days later. Knowing that she was a mother of one did kill my irrational thought on her. The only thing that I shoud not have done was getting her phone number. She asked for my help the next day fearing that she would be busted because a joint nearby was raided by cops. I took her to the hotel and spent a night together. I hold back on her because she hinted a few times on money issue and I know for good how the PRCs work. I took her out the following night as well. We talked and I really fell for her when I found out more about her.

She found out the next day that I hung out with a hooker who works at the same place before because that hooker b****ed on her like she was a 3rd person. Well I brought that hooker out for supper a few weeks ago and sent her home, and that's it. She got upset and broke down on me because she thought I was fooling with her. I told her what how I felt inside my heart. She had a crush on me when she first met me. Too bad I did not pick her at that time. She wanted to open herself to me but was not able to since she was married, have a kid and work that kind of job. According to her, her husband was a drunkie and gambler. We got together that night and I took her to hotel again. She called off her work the next day and went out with me. We did some romantic things and I even introduced her to my close friends.

We were dating for two weeks until I have to leave the country to pursue my career. I am a bachelor, in my mid twenties and she is a year older. I bought her a ring and put it on her finger. I committed to her even though she has a broken marriage and a kid because I love her from the bottom of my heart. I know how PRCs are even being an amatuer chengster. I have read many stories about relationship with them that ain't going no where which leave the man hurtful memories and excessive money spending.

Knowing the above did not back me down from her. We promised each other that we will wait for over a year. I can still feel her bursting tears the moment we parted. I call her daily from overseas and thinking about her in every possible moment. However I feel like she is drifting away from me ever since I left the country. I am really struggling and the reasons are below:

1. We have 18 months togo.
2. She will return to MY bi-monthly to work the job and she is quite popular.
3. I don't have the money to support her now and the PRCs reputation makes me doubt. Were I being conned?
4. I am worry about her getting infected with std.
5. Imagining her getting bonk sucks. What is even worst was she has developed relationship with a customer who went out and spent big bucks on her. I knew it even though she tried to hide from me.
6. I wish I could have let her go but I love her.

Please enlighten me...... and thank you for your time and patience.