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Falling for a married man

sizuka — Fri, 20 Jan 2017 02:41:43 +0800

i can't sleep and i keep thinking of him. i know a lot of people will say me stupid for falling for a married man and i know many story about this kind of relationships.

we are working in the same company but different department. our department close to each other. he's a manager and i am just a normal worker.
i know he has a son also but recently we just chat normally and sometimes online during office hour but never after work.
we chat normal things but recently we talk a bit like flirt but not really flirt because i know he is a good man.
he sometimes act like normal worker but online he talk quite sweet and funny to me. whenever i see him i will smile because i feel happy around him.

i don't know how this happened but at first i just thought of nothing but just recently i feel i miss him. i have other workers going for me and i noticed that whenever my colleague is working he wont chat that much with me or will be serious so sometimes when my colleague is not working, i will find him for chat and he will do the same.

sorry for the long story but i really don't know what i'm doing so late now and i just need to tell somebody but i cannot tell anybody because he works in the same company and is a married man. i know this wont end up well and i know this relationship is going anywhere but i'm lost. ("_)

kissing

sizuka — Thu, 20 May 2010 13:53:11 +0800

sorry.
i cannot find any topic on this
just want to ask
what you feel on a guy who touch you on the first kiss?

Unable to sustain a relationship

sizuka — Mon, 03 May 2010 17:54:30 +0800

hi all (",)

im opening topic for the first time to address my issue.
not sure if anybody have the same problem as me.
i can consider above average but not super hot.
i have a habit of looking at guys.it's normal for girls to check out guys.i think all girls like the attention they get.
my problem is even when i'm in a relationship with someone, when some other guys show interest in me i will respond.
i will think what it will be like to be with him. my heart wanders.
i think most people will call me slut or other bad words.
but i never really leave my current relationship and be with the new guy.
sometimes i will lose interest with my current bf and then he will notice it
eventually it will lead to a break up.
like for one time im in a relationship for almost 2 years
i was in a new class
this guy shows interest in me and we kind of flirted but that's it.
and if another guy show interest, i will be interested then.
please be kind in your advice.
im afraid this problem will continue when im married.
i am loyal and will never betray my bf
i will never cheat on my bf.
please be kind in your advice