http://forum.lowyat.net/ Sun, 08 Nov 2026 06:34:14 +0800 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1405384 this is a story of mine where i meet this girl last last year around august through 1 of my friend birthday party. we exchange numbers and msn contact . we dint sms or talk on the phone at that time, mostly online chatting. until last year around march , she invited me to her birthday party. and that was the 2nd time a meet her for about 6-7 months.<br /><br />from that time onwards, we start to get closer, we sms each other more often. then started to talk on the phone. and went out for dinner and movies. after some times, then i start to have feelings for her. and i tried to let her know my feelings too. not directly, but through hints. she get my hints but she told me that, she is just breaking up from a previous relationship and recovering from it. she says it will be unfair for me to start a relationship with me. <br /><br />i took her words, and i dint ask anything from her. i stayed by her side, give help when she needed. give her my shoulder when she is sad. hoping that 1 day, my sincerity will touch her 1 day.<br /><br />months and month pass just like this. i stayed by her side. without asking for anything for return. im happy with just being by her side . but, things change a little bit when someone is wooing and chasing her . i get sad , unhappy and jealous . i went and ask her, whether she is together with this guy, and i told her i wasnt that happy seeing both of them so close together. she told me that they were just friends . and she told him the same thing she told me, that she is not ready for a relationship.<br /><br />from that time onwards , i feel that im started to become selfish. im not happy anymore to just become her friend. i wanted her to be my girlfriend. i give her hints and she responded the same way.soon, i start getting tired , and started to contact her less and less. seeing her lesser and lesser . until march this year, when i last see her and went out with her. i did not call her anymore or talk with her on phone or msn. after much thought , i decided to walk away and give up.<br /><br />this 2 month have been hard time for me, i keep myself busy and stay away from my phone so that i wont contact her anymore.in between this 2 months, she realize i dint find her for quite some time. she asked me wat is wrong with me, and why i did not sms or call her for so long. i told her that , i cant give her what she want, and she cant give me what i want too. so thats why we should just remains as normal friends and not expect anything more between us. she was shock but she accepted it .<br /><br />few days ago, she contacted me again, since 1 month of totally not contacting each other. at beginning of the conversation, it was just random chat, like how are u lately?? what are u busy with lately , etc. until she ask me, why i stop caring for her , why i dint call her or talk to her . i jokingly reply her and told her that i scare if i call her or find her, i will miss her too much . she got angry with my reply and say since i dont care about her, why she wanna care. and wanted to block me from msn . then i told her, at least now i know u still care of me, after 1 month of silence. she was angry and though i was testing her and went offline.<br /><br />at the time when i told her , that we should remain as normal friend. but inside my heart,i wish she will say something that shows that she cares bout me . but she dint, then life goes on and slowly i get on with my life and started slowly forgetting about her.just when im started to get back my life, she now come and tell me all those things, that she cares about me. i really dont know what is she thinking right now...im really tired of guessing. is she changing her mind and ready for new relationship? or is she just wanted someone to cares about her just like last time?<br /><br />i know that my writing skills are not good ,and my english is poor, some people may not understand WTF am i trying to tell. sorry for that but im writing all this in a very moody time. hope u all wont mind...<br /><br /> ihatemyself Cupid&#39;s Corner Wed, 28 Apr 2010 07:01:17 +0800 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1400533 any guys here got find china gals b4?<br />or other race gal it doesn&#39;t matters as long as u pay the gal for S*X.<br /><br />wanna know what is the reason doing so?<br /><br />you are single and no place for solution?<br />you are just curious and wanna try something new??<br />your gf not giving enough, not satisfy with gf or wife?<br />you have too much money?? ihatemyself The Museum Of Kopitiam Fri, 23 Apr 2010 17:08:56 +0800 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1353157 what will u gals out there think when 1 of a guy fren that u know, actually visited brothel before ihatemyself The Museum Of Kopitiam Fri, 12 Mar 2010 03:54:26 +0800 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1332352 closed ihatemyself Cupid&#39;s Corner Sun, 21 Feb 2010 07:53:06 +0800 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1312564 There is this girl i that like who said she have feeling on me too. She&#39;s been single for a year now...but she told me that she&#39;s still in love with her ex .......so what should i do 2 make her forget about him? ihatemyself Cupid&#39;s Corner Sun, 31 Jan 2010 00:21:46 +0800