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A phone call to save my own life

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A phone call to save my own life

lfcreds91 — Sun, 30 Dec 2018 17:58:22 +0800

Hey all, i don't usually post around here. But since i had my afternoon to myself. Had been reminiscing on my past and how thankful i am to still enjoy life 8 years on from the day. Felt like sharing, maybe someday i will look back to this.

To start, it was late November 2010. Was gonna sit for my STPM papers, and have been fighting depression throughout the year. So no second guesses on how the results would be anyways, i ended up failing 3/4 papers. The day before my first paper was when I drooped to the lowest slump throughout my life. The feeling that I've failed myself, my family and everyone around me. When i sat back late at night, about 3 AM+. Had made the decision to end it all. This had been coming no doubt throughout the year. The preparations and planning took on about 30-40 mins.

And before i went ahead, I decided to call my dad. He was serving in the UN army overseas at the time. It was about 4 AM+ and he was shocked to receive my call, and asked me what's wrong. Of course i didn't tell him what i was about to do, all i said was sorry for not studying well and sobbed throughout the whole call. He was calming me down, i'm grateful i didn't end the call cause what he said next will be the turning point.

"Whatever happens in the exam, don't worry about it. Go and sit for the papers if you can, else just skip it. I sent myself to this 3rd world country to serve not because it''s my job. But to send you and your sister to University. I'm making enough money now, when i'm back we'll look to get you into foundation or diploma course. I know you didn't want to do STPM but i had no other choice given our situation at the time. Now it's different. So don't worry if you fail, there's always another way around."

He said he will call me back in 5 minutes using his office phone, since the phone bill was gonna boom. Overseas call was not cheap at the time. He ended the call, and said wait for his call.

This 5 minutes got me thinking, even though i'm fighting multiple issues at this time. Studies was least of my concern. But it meant so much to him that he'd sacrifice he's life to go overseas. All for the sake of sending me and my siblings to Uni. The next call came in, slowly but surely he got into my head. Next thing i know, i stopped thinking about ending it. Went to bed. Slept and woke up after a couple of hours and went for the exams. Failed all tho.

That night spurred me on. Placed my past behind me, went to sign up for foundation courses using my SPM cert. Got into a reputable Uni. Toughest 5 years of my life. Failed multiple times, But persisted to get up and continue on as i was half way or close to the end. Graduated with a cgpa of 2.5 in Finance field. Thankfully got an internship with a reputable bank, did well and impressed them to a get a permanent job and placement. Earning a comfortable earning at the moment. Recently bought a pretty expensive car and could see the happiness in my parents face.

This is in no way a showcase of my life or current good lifestyle. But to think back and know all this moments I'm living in now. The laughter, happiness and joy i bring to folks and receive back in return. It could all never have existed if i didn't make the call. Depression is a serious issue that we often overlook. Pressure exist from all stages in life, it's how we understand the pressure and use to our best advantage to spur us forward as a catalyst.

Batman v Deathstroke?

lfcreds91 — Mon, 29 Aug 2016 22:34:22 +0800

Ben Affleck shares cryptic footage of Batman villain Deathstroke

OMG, what does this mean???

https://www.facebook.com/benaffleck/videos/1161587293915696/

sorry xtau link fb videos

LCW haters mana?

lfcreds91 — Fri, 19 Aug 2016 22:03:22 +0800

i think 2 days back gt one guy here keep saying LCW will lose.

cuz he claim LCW is choker....

mana dia skarang?

Star Wars Battlefront (PS4)

lfcreds91 — Tue, 09 Aug 2016 13:55:08 +0800

want to sell star wars battlefront, r3.

price rm 80

area for cod or self collect at lrt maluri or cyberjaya.

contact 012-3191358. whatsapp preferred.

thanks

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FIFA 16 and Batman Arkham

lfcreds91 — Mon, 27 Jun 2016 17:14:48 +0800

want to sell

PS4 Fifa 16 and Batman Arkham

both R3, take each for 110. both rm 210.

COD in LRT Maluri or Cyberjaya.

PM or for instant and better contact, whatsapp me at zero-one-two 3191358

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(WTS) Fifa 16 sold

lfcreds91 — Thu, 21 Apr 2016 21:35:30 +0800

Want to sell, Fifa 16 Deluxe

code expired

R3 region

RM 170, COD Ampang lrt/KL

Contact, pm or whatsapp/sms 0123191358

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Samsung 740n Syncmaster 17"

lfcreds91 — Tue, 22 Mar 2016 22:49:36 +0800

Item(s): Samsung 740n Syncmaster

Package includes: whole set monitor, bga cable and power cable

Price: name ur best price(can nego till let go)

Warranty: one week personal warranty

Dealing method: COD, postage if buyer willing cost

Location of seller: Cheras KL

Contact method/details: zero-one-two 3191358

Reason for sale: not using

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(WTS) Hot Wheels Track Set (ALL MUST GO)

lfcreds91 — Tue, 22 Mar 2016 22:35:11 +0800

want to sell a few track sets, from the year 2005. all comes with its box dented.

Hot Wheels Super Smash Overpass (Rm 30)

Hot Wheels Crashin Transport (Rm 30)

Hot Wheels Starter Set (Rm 40)

Take all together can nego

COD in Cheras LRT Maluri or nearby

contact zero-one-two 3191359

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WTS Tomb Raider PS4

lfcreds91 — Fri, 07 Aug 2015 23:06:07 +0800

Want to sell, Tomb Raider Definitive Edition

R2 region

RM 90, COD Ampang lrt/KL

Contact, pm or whatsapp/sms 0123191358

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(WTB) Mortal Kombat X

lfcreds91 — Sun, 19 Jul 2015 16:11:05 +0800

want to buy mortal kombat x, ps4

area kl

pm or whatsapp/sms at zero 12-3191358

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lfcreds91 — Fri, 22 Feb 2013 09:53:39 +0800

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Ninetology Insight

lfcreds91 — Sat, 12 Jan 2013 20:06:18 +0800

anybody got a hold of this phone and model.......

any comments, pros or cons?

ain nobody got time for that........

lfcreds91 — Sat, 05 Jan 2013 16:06:53 +0800

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yes i know i slooooooooooooow, but too funny d, kenot tahan liao

/k/ lets share ur favorite song of 2012

lfcreds91 — Tue, 16 Oct 2012 22:33:39 +0800

not gangnam style please.......

i'll start off, Home by american idol winner phillip phillips

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new robocop.......with bike

lfcreds91 — Sun, 14 Oct 2012 21:46:33 +0800

Here are some images of the new Robocop. Robocop is set to be released in the U.S. on August 9th, 2013.
Robocop w/ motocycle. The motocycle looks pretty cool with the dark color scheme with red headlight.

SOS:http://gg-figure-news.blogspot.com/2012/09/new-robocop-image-of-robocop-in-new.html

Skyfall Theme Song - Adele

lfcreds91 — Fri, 05 Oct 2012 16:02:59 +0800

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Adele to sing the theme song for new Bond film

lfcreds91 — Tue, 18 Sep 2012 15:47:32 +0800

GRAMMY award winning singer Adele will be a Bond girl - at least on the soundtrack anyway.
ContactMusic has confirmed the pregnant singer will sing the titular theme song for the upcoming James Bond film, Skyfall.
The single will be the first release from the star since her highly-awarded album, 21.
Rumours had been swirling for months that the singer would take on the honour.
Photographers caught Adele leaving an MGM recording studio a few weeks ago, and the singer also ignited rumors during an interview with a French radio station in April.
By being chosen to sing the film's title track, Adele joins an exclusive club of artists including the likes of Shirley Bassy, Madonna, Duran Duran and Paul McCartney.
Co-starring Judi Dench, Javier Bardem, Ralph Fiennes, Naomie Harris and Ben Whishaw, Skyfall will open in Australia in November 2012.

http://www.news.com.au/entertainment/movie...r-1226476730735

jump ship in studies

lfcreds91 — Mon, 27 Aug 2012 17:47:01 +0800

anybody change course before during studies in U,

from one course to a totally different wan.........

was it worth it in ze end?

new RM1 melt under sun

lfcreds91 — Sun, 26 Aug 2012 19:03:39 +0800