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Broken.heaven — Sat, 02 May 2009 20:58:08 +0800

I've been thinking a lot, and I decide to tell you my problem, cause if this keeps going on, I will go commit suicide. Seriously, I can't take up much terrible feeling.

How to start? I m gonna say the whole thing of it, ok?

I know my boyfriend from a friend, and we hooked up since we had a lot in common, but we never had romantic moment of early-bird-couple. I mean the pre-couple moment when a guy chase after a girl and stuff like that. NO. So we are dragging on together for almost 3 years now. That's incredible, I would say.

So we moved in together. After few months, I was using his computer and accidentally open something, and it's all porno. Ok ok. I know guys watching porn is not a big deal. Right. They want to release tension, even they have a girlfriend. Ok . But that's not a problem. The thing is, I caught another website that he registered, and that was just few days ago I touched his computer. We were still in a relationship ok. The website is something like matchmaker, friend finder. So ok, I check thru' that, inbox, sent and stuff in that website. Ok, he made some move. Put his info and his lil boy info there. He sent pm to others. That was year ago.

Now, the problems arise.

My boyfriend and me have less and less body contact to each other. Lesser than a quota. Whenever I approached him first, he was like lazy, tired, and didn't want to co-operate. Whenever he approached me, even though I said no, he still insisted on doing that, without caring I like or not. But if he approached me the right way, I wouldn't think a lot. Since we have less sex activities than last time, he should have colored it. He should have started with something better. No. He straight away did it. Like what !?! Like he is having sex with a Prostitute? I think that to myself, you know. I feel that he is looking at me that way. It's like having a fking instant noodle.

Two, whenever I am home with him, we hardly talk, he doesn't want to talk much to me, he just play game only. BUT, when I am away from home, he will surf porn and hand-job himself. The only wish he couldn't make it was his mouth. SO who the fk I am to him? So, that's weird. He logged in to some webcam-site and chat web sex with those girls. He fancies on Lecturer, watch siblings fk. He fancies on Malay girls. ( only today I realize he search member and actively add those malay girls with barely clothes on top ) even in real life, he told me he doesn't like malay girls.

Three, last time, one day, he talked to me and swinger and threesome, and asking how's my view about that. I am open minded but I still think it's weird of him to talk so. And today, I got the message in his box, one girl pm him asking about 3some and he s telling her about his personal information and asking her "I sudi threesome, you want ?" . I am speechless and lost at the moment.

whenever there is any guy who come and wanna make friend , just normal friend with me, he will chase them away, and say with a warning tone that "she's my wife" ... wtf ... If he treats me as his wife, why these things happen ???? He always insist on having a SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP with me and like take it so serious and like will fight if anyone come near me....

I don't know is this a norm. to you guys - particularly .. Or maybe because I am living with a beast under his modest outfit !?!

Please tell me... if there is anything I can do ?

I feel very bad right now .. I feel like I knew the wrong person and he s no longer belong to me.

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