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No point of studying hard

RyaNist078 — Mon, 12 Jul 2010 21:56:44 +0800

hi there, form 5 this year

here's my story
i'm quite a A-scorer student, i just finished my mid-term and my results were quite above the average. however, i do not have any co-curricular activities at all. For 5 years i don't have any sports, club, societies and so on. I'm starting to feel that all my studies and hard work doesn't pay off because of my co-curricular activities thingy. I can't apply any scholarship at all. I don't want to go to public uni nor do form 6. Sometimes i feel like giving up studying so hard everyday. (i spend a huge hours on my table studying everyday) and start doing things i like, like watching tv and playing games and just pass all my SPM subjects. Knowing that even if i get 8-10A or 10B, i'm still going to ask for a loan or so on to go college. Can't escape from this norm rite.
no matter how hard i study, i'm not going to be paid to enter some college, rite?

10A+ for scholarship from JPA rite? I can hardly get 1A+... Good results for oversea studies? I can't go oversea, don't ask why.

Should i just start enjoying my youth rather than keep on studying so hard now? I feel like i'm placing the wrong bet everyday

Webcam @ browser?

RyaNist078 — Sun, 23 May 2010 15:22:06 +0800

hi, anyone know where i can webcam in browser?

there's msn and yahoo messenger in browser rite? how about webcam?

my fren far far away cannot use msn, maybe office laptop is abit strict la....

so anyone know ?

Where to perform eyelid surgery?

RyaNist078 — Fri, 01 May 2009 20:41:16 +0800

serious and helpful answer only please, and please dont give me answer like "appreciate what god gave us" "dont waste money".... its my life

where to do eyelid surgery around KL or in malaysia and how much does it cost (it'll be good if you know how much for ONE eye only)

Guys doing plastic surgery

RyaNist078 — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 18:52:46 +0800

anyone think that guys doing plastic surgery is weird or sissy? i see many guys planning and doing plastic surgery, nose job, eyelid surgery, and the surgery that make your jaw looks square-ish....

and i'm referring more on upgrading rather than repairing....like an individual looks normal but not really handsome and they just wanna make themselves handsome...not like face got huge scar and wan go repair....UPGRADE

i think we only live once and young once, do whatever we like and anything that make yourself happy (but not making others unhappy)

In love with him...

RyaNist078 — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 03:47:12 +0800

homosexual-content - for anyone who come in here just for the sake of insulting me, making a fool out of me, stop reading this story and please f*** OFF !!!

hi there, i've been visiting lyn for quite some time as a guest.....so i kinda have a love entanglement here

i'm 17 this year, i think i'm in love with a guy, and i'm a guy.....yes, i'm gay but i'm not open about it...so this guy used to be a friend of mine, but we dont really talk this year, we're in same class, he's such a cute and attractive guy, he's funny and handsome... i always look at him secretly from behind without him knowing.... sometimes he saw me looking at him and asked me what, so i just acting cool and tell him "perasan, think i looking at you?"..... this have been going on for almost 6 months, and its like making me felt pain and pressured....i kept myself busy all the time so that i won't think of him, i used to do well in exam but ever since i fallen for him, i almost failed in every subject in school....i started to have hot temper and can't concentrate in class but look at him.....theres 1 day he was absent to school i was damn moody and wondering what is he doing and is he sick or something...sometimes i wish that he's gay, not straight....

i dont know what is wrong with me, anyone can help? maybe i should just forget about him, but i can't do it because he's something like part of my life....or maybe i should just let this keep going, let this feeling fade away....i just hope that we can be friends again, maybe turn into best friend? i'm getting crazier day by day by thinking of him.....