Agatha Yu's Expedition To China

koesin — Mon, 01 Jul 2013 12:40:56 +0800

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJo63pwqk7U[/YOUTUBE]

Agatha, an ex-Penang states badminton player who is now an amputee will go on a month long expedition to take up 3 challenges: to climbed a snow capped mountain, to climb up to the top of the Potala Palace in Tibet and to reach the North Base Camp of Mount Everest. This expedition includes community service and donations to the victims of the SiChuan earthquake. Agatha will also spend 2 days serving the disable community in XiAn, a project supported by World Vision Malaysia.

She will go through a crowd funding platform at http://www.pitchin.my/project/23 Please support this worthy and meaningful cause as 20% of the total targeted amount raised will be given back to the community - 10% to World Vision Malaysia and another 10% to schools effective by the earthquake in SiChuan, 2013.

Please visit Expedition To China Facebook page at

Agatha Yu's Expedition To China

Your support to LIKE, share and donate to this amazing and meaningful community project started in Malaysia will bring the world to unite as one for a good cause in bringing more hope to inspire and motivate others will be greatly appreciated.

the most hurtful words i've said in my life...

koesin — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 13:43:42 +0800

Back in 1999, i got to know a guy who told me that he fell in love with me at first sight. he calls me at least 4 times a day... (breakfast, lunch, dinner, bed time) he'll questioned me for being on the phone during these hours if i am engaged with someone else. he'll ask me who i am talking to and what did we talk about... he didn't like me going out with other guys. he didn't want me to go for my sports training. he's very possessive of me even though i am not his gf yet. he buys me lunch everyday after school and sometimes dinner too for my family and i, even though we've told him not to do so...
As time goes by, my mom began to like this guy as she thinks that he'll be a good provider for me and that i would be happy and safe in his hands. she then encouraged me to accept him. i told my mom, i couldn't accept him because he's very possessive of me and the main reason is i don't love him at all... our mother-daughter relationship turn sour when she never gives up trying to put ideas in my mind that he and i would be a perfect match. to escape from her naggings everyday, i found a part-time job in a cafe as a cashier. mom told him about it and he'll bring his friends to come support me. (i am quite a drinker and my boss gave me commissions for each bottle of beer i sell to my friends - providing i drink with my friends)
One day, my boss asked me if i've any bad records of crime or etc... i told him, NO and asked him why. he asked me if i do feel that i am being followed by anyone lately? i told him, NO. he told me that his schoolmate is a private investigator and is investigating me. (my boss and the private investigator are buddies. the private investigator is worried about my boss and told my boss who hired him and etc) *yes, it's the possessive guy* i confronted him. he said: NO! i went home, told my mom what he did and told my family members never ever to talk or to see him again... he called many times and i'll hang up on him or refuse to answer his call. this went on for a few weeks...
I received a letter from him one afternoon. in his letter, he said he's very sorry for hurting me. he admitted hiring a private investigator to follow me around and he did it out of jealousy and also because he's very afraid that he'll loose me. he requested me not to sentence him a death penalty before listening to his explaination. he also said he wanted to take care of me not for a day but for a lifetime. i didn't bother to reply his letter.
2 weeks later, something happen at home... he's been there for my family and i, to the extend of leaving his family business in the hands of his assistant and yet i still don't welcome him into my home or life... during this time of hardship, my family and i was cheated by a few conman who claimed that they can help us. he tried his best to bring those conman to justice but failed. mom was very touched.
When i turned 18, he came to seek blessings from my mom to make me his wife. i rejected him. he tried many times and i rejected him again and again and again until one day i couldn't take it anymore... i told him: i would rather die than to be with you! this particular sentence killed him or his life, in a way.
We didn't hear from him for a week. i was happy but mom was worried. mom called him. he refuse to answer my mom's call. mom went to his office to look for him. she found him but he looked very different. he's so thin. (he used to be very chubby) his assistant told my mom that he's been loading himself up with ecstasy pills after my rejection. mom was very sorry for him. he told my mom not to tell me. mom tried to help him but he wouldn't let her. he refuse to see my mom when she visits him. weeks have gone by and ecstasy is not good enough for him anymore. he turn to ganja for more pleasure, to kill his pain and memories of me...
mom told me what happened and i was in a shocked. i called him but he refuse to talk to me. then, we heard he got busted and was sent to the rehab in either sabah or sarawak! till this day, i never got the chance to talk to or see him... i regreted on my harsh words and wanted to tell him: i'm sorry but.........
i called his shop, his house but his family refuse to tell me his whereabouts... but i heard that he's still in rehab... it pains my heart to know that he still can't forget me...

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THAM SOON HAN, if you can read this, KOE SIN wanna tell you: I'M SORRY!

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I would also like to say: I'M SORRY! to the late RAYMOND CHIA CHUN HONG for not being there for him and caused him his life.

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God, I pray that you'll forgive me, my sins.

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