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Thu, 01 Jan 1970 07:30:00 +0800

No Need sleep ah?

Thu, 01 Jan 1970 07:30:00 +0800

help?

JyEn — Thu, 16 Oct 2008 11:04:26 +0800

its kinda shame to expose my life here but im kinda in depression mode now so i think i need to release out.

so here goes...
last 2 week i went back home to see my son, yeah i have a 2 years old son. he fetch me at the bus station at 3am and he sleep outside as he say he have to outstation the next morning. he told me he went for training at jerantut but when he was der he was so free to sms me even shopping. then night he straight didnt sms me or answer my phone. my son was crying and i thought of calling him. but he didnt pick up. then about 11pm he finally sms me but guess what? he was at sammi cheng concert! my sense strait away tell me he is not alone.

ok fine the next day he came home bout night time. we had dinner and about that he sleep. i dont know what happen to me that night but i cant sleep. before that i forget to tell you, when i clean up the room i saw his old wallet on top of the closet. so i know he got new wallet. so back to the nite i cant sleep, i went to the toilet. i came back and all of sudden i look up the closet and there his new wallet. i open it and there goes my nightmare...Inside was his picture him and the girl. It was 4am when i wake him up and ask him to explain. i thought of calming down but i cant believe he say 'its nothing one' i was so piss off and i throw the wallet to him. then he start to get newvous wreck he say 'they havent started yet' but then after awhile of tarik tali he say 'it was him bertepuk sebelah tangan". I keep sense that he is protecting the girl. He keep say sorry to me and keep on force me to hug him. i was so piss off i slap him 5 times that night. i cried until morning and he can continue sleeping.

The next morning he try to discuss with me but we end up no solution. I keep on ignoring him. I was blur and lost. Then after few days he told me he wanted to climb some bukit so there he went. My father in law followed him. He told me he was alone and he just want to exercise. My father in law call back and tell me he was with the girl. My husband call me and tell me that he call up the girl to settle with her telling her their relation is off. but for a broken heart like me i never trust him anymore. I finally call the girl, i beg her to let my husband go but she trying to gek me and say 'i will try'. the whole conversation with her making me out of my mind. he came back and we have big arguement. i dont remember much but i did remember i took out a knife n cut my wrist. i have 7 wounds on my left hand. yes i know u guys sure say im stupid.. but i duno what im doin that nite.

he try to take the knife and he get slice by me too at his palm hand. he kneel down to beg me forgiv him. he keep on saying sorry. i dont quite remember what i said i just keep on asking him to let me go. we were in the room so my parents in law thought we were discussing so they took my son out and left us in the house. even with this big arguement we still have no ending. everyone says human makes mistakes and ask me to forgive him but.. i dont knw...

yday i check his email and this girl know im will check his stuff she gek me by saying she wanted to born twins with my husband. then she said she love him so much... i out of my mind again n again she managed to make me n my husband argue again. this morning i woke up with 50miss call from my husband. and 20 over sms telling he is sorry. i told him im very hurt and i wan to be alone but he still doesnt want to let me go. he keep make up stories like he kena car langgar la... he apply transfer to kl la.. in one day he can keep telling stories.. i know he wan me to care but cant u see a hurting woman here is trying to set her mind right???

6years relation really doesnt mean anything to him ma? i gave him everything.. now i lost everything...

help me

JyEn — Thu, 18 Sep 2008 10:24:38 +0800

my laptop is very lag
i take all the big files out edi but it still nid to reformat
how to do it ah?

MSN Help!

JyEn — Mon, 18 Aug 2008 22:10:39 +0800

my msn got problem one. morning can connect. come to late afternoon and night completely cannot connect. either ask me to re connect or troubleshoot problem. when i already repair everything still cannot login to my msn. very frustated lo. my housemate can login no problem at all. what happen to my msn? is it my laptop problem or the msn problem? anyone HELP ???

Advise needed!

JyEn — Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:00:58 +0800

Due to my best fren influence im deciding to have a snake as my pet. Im in love with them in every bits. The colours, the size and their origins. Choices is corn/milk snake. At 1st i wanted to buy python when i see a python in a forum but when i think twice, I cannot have him for space reason. So as beginner i want some advise or any tips or anything i should know bout corn or milk snake. Also you can intro me these two type snakes breeder. Thank you!!

Im a first timer for snakes so advise me what to get for the 1st time. Im so excited!!

Broken Heart

JyEn — Wed, 23 Jul 2008 12:50:44 +0800

Ok here it goes.. i meet my husband 6 years ago. we were dating at that time. Our relation is good until 2 years ago when i went to college i meet a guy. I was very far with my bf. So as b****y i was i make this guy my man. At 1st few days dating i asked for break up. I was working by then and feel unwell. He sms me and ask me my location. I told him im working and he came. I have a fever and i stay at his hostel that few days. He didnt sleep at night keep lower my temperature using ice to cover my head. When im hungry he drive around the town to look for porridge. He take care of me and help me to lap my back coz hot. ( I cant bath when fever ) I stay there 4 days and that is when i fall deeply in love wit him.. he touched my heart...

From there our love grew stronger. We went so many ups and downs that its too much for me to list here. But i still act unfair to him. But he never complaint. When i argue with my bf i take this guy to release my anger. He knows it but he still no complaint. I know he is sad and hurt but i was too young to learn. Then thunder strikes me..

I was pregnant. You must be thinking im such a whO-re but i dont mind. I was married to my husband due to some problem with other guy family. I think its my parents lie to me and the guy so we both was angry at each other. Day before i register he disappear and never reply my sms for 2 years. i waited for him to reply but he never did.

Last May on wesak day, all of sudden he sms me. We sms for half day then stop but he make my day! I was smiling and good mood. Alwiz im d one tat sms him and he will reply with cool sms when he is tired. If he not he will chat with me. But i long time havent sms him already. Until last week i was very down with my family problem. I was crying every single day and all i have in mind was him. I sms him i was very down. He call me but i didnt pick up due to my speaker phone damage cant listen. So i sms him but he say he lazy sms thats why he prefer calling. I know you guys must be thinking im married but i still flirt around but as you know i never forget him. I just cant let him go. Its too much memories we both have together... I just express out my feelings here.. Thanks for your time! Sorry...

Help!

JyEn — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 17:05:57 +0800

Actually i want to slim down urgently hahahaha as i'd been fat for long time le. after i giv birth almost 2 years ago so need some real strong advise for me to slim down.. thanks!

All About Pregnancy

JyEn — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 12:46:55 +0800

Anyone is married in young age?

JyEn — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 15:54:50 +0800

So anyone here married in young age? I am and having some problems too. Anyone wanna share with me?

Learn grooming in kl?

JyEn — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 11:46:37 +0800

hi guys.. 1st of all im new here but im old in other forum.. So wanna ask where to learn grooming in kl? I heard house of groomer is best but i wish to know more other academy.. any intro? Thanks!!!