Need help confessing

puretnalover — Thu, 10 Jul 2008 15:45:09 +0800

I'm not a sweet talker. I want to confess via friendster. I know she read my blog because there's one time the things she said to me was a personal things only people who read my blog knows about it.. she used to work with me. Now she resigned & moved to another city already. Ocassionally we sms about this and that, nothin much.

BY the way, this is part of my blog..

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........Wait, something’s not right. No, it doesn’t wrap everything up. I want to say something, here once and for all.

This section is dedicated for you. I dont need to say your name here but you know who you are. I dunno how to say this but just bare with me here.. If you're reading this.. This might be lame, cowardly attempt in confessing. Confessing what? I guess you've known already..

(Please don't read this one in a monotone, melodramatic way. Haha... I just want to let it out since It's been haunting me for a while)

I guess what I want to really say is (gosh even written confession is hard, aiyooo what a loser).. that I like you more than a friend should. Ever since you left (now you know already who you are), I don't know how to say it. It feels strange, awkward somehow. You have always been there and suddenly, you're gone. God knows I missed you that much..

As the days progressed, I finally realised that I have this feelings for you. Call it whatever you want but it's there. It's definitely there. No point for me to deny it anymore. No point denying the fact that I kept remembering you everyday that passes me by..

What is the motive of writing this lengthy piece of words? Well, I sincerely hope for nothing. I know that you have someone in your life right now. But at least I have done my part (although a lame approach this might be). Rather than keeping it to myself, I've decided to let this one out. So at least, you know..

Please don't let this one buggers you for the whole day. It's nothing really. Just a mild confession, that I have feelings for you. Please don't felt betrayed and let this ruins our friendship. I don't want to lose you as a friend, not like this. If you want to discuss this matter, then I'm open to it. We'll solve it, and let things move on as the way it used to be..

I do hope you're reading this. I do hope you'd understand that this is not an attempt to push you or whatever. I just don't want to pretend anymore. Forgive me if this thing upset you, as God knows I didn't intend to do that. If you felt betrayed, I understand. If you're mad, I understand. Mentally, I'm prepared for that.

I do wish both of us all the best in life..

Amin..

I know it's kinda lame using blog to confess but that's me. Just want your guys opinions here..

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