help me pls

smilega1 — Sat, 08 Mar 2008 09:36:49 +0800

last night me and my bf went to MMU for some event. u know gig? those malay fella will shout and push and morsh.. my bf wants to join them.. i scolded him saying "why you want to become like them? you know when you're inside, i can't see that you're my bf. i dont want such bf" i know.. i don't really mean it. whatever he does i still love him.. i even said "they're like orang asli, not educated. why you want to join them?"

he wanted to break up with me last night.. he said he can't be the person i want. and that im too restrictive. asked me to find another bf that will obey my commands and he also said that he doesn't want a gf..

it can't bcuz of third party.. i believe him. since i stayed with him for 1 year +. i believe that he loves me.. he just brought back chocolate that he can just finish it in office, but he brought back n share with me. he's really sweet. he bought me 2 storybooks (same story) cuz i told him that i used to read that storybook and went to sleep when i was small.

i really duwan to lose him. he keeps on saying it's hard for him to be someone i want.i just want to be with him..

i said i can't live without him. he asked me why. he said he didnt provide me money, house or whatever. i straight away answer "you provide me love". yes, thats my biggest support and energy. he asked me to find another better 1. he said i might live happier with myself.

why things change so suddenly? it's just bcuz of this case, he wants to break up with me... why...

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help me pls