http://forum.lowyat.net/ Sat, 14 Nov 2026 11:33:50 +0800 FeedCreator 1.7.2 http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/5030185 Hey, this is not my first account obviously and I&#39;m stating this just in case anyone think that this is just another joke made by another dupe. I made this account because some people here I know them in real life and I don&#39;t want anyone in my real life to find out about this.<br /><br />I&#39;ve been feeling an overwhelming amount of negative emotions for quite sometime since few years ago. This was due to some personal reason that I won&#39;t disclose here.<br /><br />Sometimes I would feel very upset and want to hide myself in the bedroom and cry, while feeling like there&#39;s a big stone pushing my heart and I&#39;m not energetic at all, tho I would try my best to act like there&#39;s nothing wrong when I&#39;m working.<br /><br />Sometimes if I&#39;m doing well then I can still feel like a normal person.<br /><br />A lot of times when I&#39;m doing something i would expect the worst possible outcome to happen. For example, if I was assigned a task I would think of what would happen in the worst case scenario and keep on worrying that would happen. I&#39;ve once worried that I would get sent to the hospital due to food poisoning after I used flour that was on my clean table to make bread.<br /><br />Sorry if this seems messy as my mind is a mess now. Idontknow9696 Mental Health &amp; Counselling Tue, 22 Sep 2020 21:54:08 +0800