3 year+ and it's rocking?

leoboa6 — Mon, 18 Oct 2010 15:49:16 +0800

Hey all. I don't know how to start this or even put a topic for this post.
Here's the thing. I'm in a relationship with my girlfriend for 3year plus now.
Everything was great and the family love me so much. I do feel unhappy for almost about a year or more. For the fact I still love her. The sucky part is that, she always in her emo state (we talked about that and she always blame me for accusing her for being emo and she is not).
One fine day she walked to me and ask me a question (here's how the conversation lie) ;

Em ; Can I ask you something?

Me ; Yeah, Wat's up?

Em ; Are you embarrassed to bring me out when you hang out with your friends?

Me ; No. Why?

Em ; Cause most of the time when you hang out with you buddies you just don't wanna bring me along.

Maybe I am just too selfish to say this. But she makes me like that. I still remember those days when we just got together. I'm so happy and proud to bring here every where I go and introduce her to everyone. But she don't like most of my friends (close friends). She is not a social bug either and pretty shy. She hates places that I go. So I stopped doing things that she don't like. Stop hanging out with my buddies so often. When I go out I don't really wan her to follow. Partly because she just sit and play her phone/stone/looks emo (which really makes me sad) and so on. We often go for a date during weekdays nite, say around 8.30 or something like that. I tried to spend more time with her and listen to her problems if she needs any advice. I dowan my relationship goes down the drain. We are far away from each other for days now. She went to Singapore for a vacation and I'm here. I think it's pretty good that way to have some space of our own? She will be away for four days and today is the 3rd day already. I miss her, I really do. But I don't know how to fix this shit. I HATE EMO'S! I don't like a person that always emo. How to have a happy life when most of the time she seems to be emo-ing at the whole world? She is not like this when I know her. She always say I will leaver her one day. She don't even have confidence in herself. She always say that we are not meant to be together. We are diff creature form diff side of the world. I know we are different but I'm willing to adapt to changes. I'm trying hard. I'm starting to start my old habits again and this is bad. The frustration kills. Drink and smoke. F@%& this shit! We try to talk but it wont last long till things goes back to how it used to be. EMO AND STUFF MOST OF THE TIME. Our talk turns into a fight ended with wounds on each others heart. I never complain if she is not perfect. Cause I'm not either. She don't know how to cook. I can cook for her, I always do. She don't like to do dishes, I do everything. I think I pretty much do everything. But when I come to think about it, it never seems enough.

I used to tell her when we just get together. I would rather have someone to love me more than I love her. I'm this f*** up when it comes to love. But she did love me more than I love her. But now idk if I love her more. I almost give up on this relationship during april this year. I just couldn't let go, neither is she. We both don't know the reason why we kept holding on. Oh, she also seems to get pissed of very easily when I crack jokes. Idk what she want's from me anymore. When I confronted her with all the emoness, she always blame her hormones. During period I can understand that. But can be the hormones problem for the entire f@&%ing month right? I believe every human have the ability to control our own emotions. It doesn't seems to work for her. She is the one that shape most part of my life today.

Overall I'm very happy to have her.
And yes, this is my 1st serious relationship. Not any of those puppy love stuff.
What should I do?
Move on or hold on to it?

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leoboa6 — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 22:03:17 +0800

Hey guys, I wanna ask where can I purchase wall climbing harness and shoe?
Any idea? What are recommended brand and also the price range for those equipment required?

Thanks.

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leoboa6 — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 11:01:50 +0800

I would love to know of part time classes provided by local institution.
I'm 23 yeas old this year and currently working. Would love to
further my studies (Degree) in any field except accounting and finance.

Any recommendation of institution or courses that could provide that?

Thanks.

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