Remember Us

rememberus — Thu, 28 May 2020 20:29:48 +0800

Without having to say it, we both sensed that it's tiring to continue this. Without knowing, it's even more difficult to forget everything about us.

It's been awhile... Is there any realization in this? I couldn't say goodbye in the best way possible. You couldn't let me save this nor letting me know that you want this too.

Do each of us here live a separate life concealing our own pain. How do we put an end to this burden? Don't think I could speak my mind out as the best I can do is write these words on this wall of text. You once told me that I have yet to write a special note representing you. I guess the best I could do is to watch you move on without me. At least now, there is this note representing you.

I still remember the harsh words you told me on every mistakes I have done while you did something worse. You left me at my worst. Years later, I want to last as a warm feeling but I will never be. My legs failed me as I couldn't walk and run away. I told myself to hate you on everything you have caused me yet I couldn't. How I wish I could turn back time to appreciate you better and to communicate better with you. I guess time was messing with us. I have yet to grow up at that point of time and you couldn't accept it. You didn't know how to communicate with me either. It's our mistake.

We have different understandings in life. You wanted my time but I wanted to give you a prosperous life. In the end, it envelopes us not knowing that this is the end. I don't think we have different goals in life, just a setback in timing. I couldn't ask for more but thank you for being in my life all these while. There is someone already next to you, leaving me empty inside.

Remember us, remember this.

Do anyone believes in love anymore? I was willing to die for someone before. Now, I believe that people get married due to afraid of loneliness.

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