Laptop for industrial design student..?

KEWPIECHEESE — Tue, 22 Jun 2021 19:49:15 +0800

Hello, im an industrial design student and i want to know which laptop is good for me..since theres digital sketch and stuff i dont mind if its touch screen or not because i have a wacom tablet but it'll be nice if its included.

basically what i will do with it:

1. Digital Rendering (3ds max, keysho5, etc)
2. 3d modelling
3. AutoCAD
4. Digital sketching
5. Ai, ps, etc
6. Video editing

I know nothing about laptops so please advice me T. T
Any price is okay, i dont mind investing in things that i will use.

Doubts on marriage. Dating a Chinese man.

KEWPIECHEESE — Wed, 16 Jun 2021 04:12:03 +0800

Soooooo I've been dating a Shanghainese for 3 years and he brought up a question which i am very still unsure about.

[B]MARRIAGE

Im a malay muslim, not religious by appearance but at principles. Im 21 and he is 27. Im a student, he's working.

I've only dated chinese guys in the past,, and since im a realistic person ive always brought up the conversion matter in the beginning of the relationships, because i dont want to start something that we both wont agree on in the future. He's really keen on converting, but I've never started any topics related to religion first : its always him.

Met all of his friends and we have a really good relationship. But every time he brings up marriage, i feel pressured.

Imo, i don't want to get married until i finished my studies and i never thought it would happen earlier than i expected. Of course i want to marry him, just not.. Now.

He's very stable. He owns a house, gives money to his mom too, And for the past 2 years, he ALWAYS buys me stuff which i never asked for.. (eg: he bought me a table&chair set because i always spend time doing online classes, claims that everything that supports my studying is not a waste of money, buys me luxury goods, etc) So financially, he's more than OK. He's very good looking too, if i would compare to a kpop idol he looks similar to Choi Siwon(?) athats what i hear from my friends.

My friends been saying I'm dumb if i rejected his offer, (one actually slapped me in the face playfully and say "wake up bij" ) but i cant help it if im not ready. Not that i dont want it at all just now is not the time!!! Im scared to bring this up because either way he's going to be upset.

I know i should be communicating with him but i just want to hear some opinions b4 i brought this up...

i am so blessed to have him in my life and love him very much. I care for him too much until i never want him to suffer if he knows that i have other thoughts on marriage.

I also want to know about the process if we actually got through. I know its not going to be easy too..

Also is it normal to feel like this or its just me?

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KEWPIECHEESE — Sun, 12 Apr 2020 19:58:53 +0800

Hello everyone im quite new here. Need advice ASAP.

I'm a 19 year old female (malay, muslim) who is currently in an open relationship w a chinese. First and foremost, i have a lot of questions regarding the matters of myself (and seek for yall opinions) and what should i do. Please dont judge me as im going to be brutally honest.

I reconnectted with an old friend. I wouldn't say we were close, we were just classmates back then and i used to have a huge on/off crush on him. (honestly he was the only guy that i genuinely like) We don't talk so much back then but we do keep in touch with each other after school ended. Just hi byes and wyd. But during the time we were chatting, he did pop the questions of "any boyfriends?" i said no, i don't do boyfriends. (THATS ANOTHER MATTER I'LL EXPLAIN IM A COMPLICATED GIRL)

During my finals of my studies we suddenly reconnectted after a long time and it turned into something mutual. We talk about things that going on, on that day and exchanged pictures. Fast forward to the night before new years (i came back home in KL) so he knew and invited me to "hang out". I was nervous and feeling a bit awkward (but i was excited too, i mean YOUR OLD CRUSH ASKED U TO HANG OUT!!?) butttt i rejected the offer because i don't feel like it is safe and he might do things. (im not implying that he is a bad person but we girls have to look out for ourselves, it was midnight). He understood and respected my decision and I went back to my uni to finish answering my papers. He always checked up on me, daily chats and all then i went back to KL again, and he asked to hang out again. I rejected. Honestly because i was feeling really really sick and jetlagged. But i promised him to see on another day and we did.

It was supposed to be a three person's hang out but our friend couldn't make it, so just went to grab a lunch together. I wasn't feeling well that week because i travel back and forth a lot but i was feeling better (my mistake, i wasn't. Keep reading) We catch up a lot on the way and talked about things happened during the old days in hs.He said i looked a lot like one of his colleague (shes definitely prettier) and asked whether i am mixed blood. Lets be real here, im Malay but i am ALWAYS mistaken as a chinese (some times other races too) but usually Chinese. People would randomly speak in languages i dont understand and i always feel bad because i couldn't reply or answer (sometimes i just nod/act like i understood lol). Idk about my family much but i just think i have really small eyes and share some features that chinese do. He popped d question again about "bf" and asked what do i mean by "idontdobfs"

I don't think I've ever had an ex. (i dated my neighbour but i was a dumb child, i would say it was a monkey love) I've had a fair share of men asking me to becoming something more than friends but I've never went official w them. I've always treated my guy friends like how i treat my girlfriends, fair and square, with care and thoughts. And i warn all of them that dont put any ideas about me dating because im not looking for relationships/commitments. Ofc, i lost a lot of friends and they disappeared slowly from my life. They gave up. But im still sticking w my principles. No relationships. I believe that if anyone could last long with me and could remain friends, I'll consider about jumping into the next with them.

This was what we've discussed during lunch and i just opened up to him (about what i said up there^) , and it was bcs he was asking too many questions relating to my dating life. I did ask abt his too and he was open abt it too. We had a great time together and went to another place for other activities. Then things started to get complicated, movies. He asked for a selfie w me when we arrived at the movie hall and we did took a pic together (but i look like shit T.T) I was having a mild fever and it was v v cold no kidding. Throughout the movie he noticed me kot i wasn't comfortable and keep on going for toilet, (poor guy :/), then he said "do you want me to hug you?" Without hesitation i just agreed and layed on his chest. His heart was beating so fast lmao but i was nervous too. I've never held anyone's hands, I've never hugged anyone but idk why i didn't hesitate to say "ok". Well, i stayed in his arms until the end of the movie, he made me feel safe, he even warm up my arms by rubbing it with his hands. (Only god knows how i felt that time).

After the movies, things are quite normal we just act like it was okay for friends to cuddle w each other in the movie lol I've never done that, hugging and cuddling w a person. And that person was my long term high school crush!!! It was definitely a bad idea to go out and hang w your old crush because you'll fall for him back. And a big fat slap on my face of realisation, you stupid girl, you just fell for him again!

During our way back we continued having throwback conversations and talked about scenes of the movie. We just chose not to talk about what happened in the movies. And little did i know, he wanted to meet me again. So we did go on "hang outs" /"dates" or whatever you call it. We still remained friends. His break was over but mine had just started. During CNY break we spend most of our time together, i brought him to try things he haven't done. Games, activities blabla. And we chat more often, every day, and say goodmornings and goodnights w each other.

Then one day we promised to see each other and shop for some clothes, but he had a sudden family event going on so instead we rescheduled and meet up later at night. I waited and waited and it started to get late, he did update on me that he was caught up w his family, its okay, but its going to be midnight.. I mean i dont have curfews because i live alone, but im started to get worried because what are we gonna do v late at night? So i asked and he said lets just hang at McD, so i went and pick him up (something happened to his car) After a late night meal he asked me do i want to go somewhere else. I said okay. (okay, i have no idea what was going to happen) he brought me up a hill with a very beautiful view but it was quiet and very um spooky? I let him drive the car as he knows the way and when he turned off the engine suddenly went for a hug (i just pat him in the head lolll idk what to do im not experienced!) he said he missed me so much and held me close. Then he asked me do i want to go out, i said ok. We enjoyed the scenery for a while then the mosquitoes started to gang up on me n him so we went inside the car. Andddddd that's was when everything started to go moreeeee complicated, he started to whisper sweet nothings to me and pulled me to his lap thennn he kissed me on the lips. Fuck, i lost my first kiss in my car? Who could've imagine. And things started to get heated up then um you know.... things...just...happened? But we didn't do it. Almost, but no.

So we just shrugged it off. It happened and we went home. We didn't discussed what happened. But he said thank you and it was a great night.

Im starting to get more and more confused of what we are and what are we doing. It was my fault for letting him have a free pass because he could do things without worrying having to commit w me because i was the one who didn't want relationships. But maybe i should risk things and stop being scared of commitments. Maybe i should make it clear with him but i honestly dont want to ruin what we had. WHAT SHOULD I DO??????????

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